Faliq's World

Fourze : Relationship no Sekai!

2011-10-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

alright!
okay,it's pretty funny.
our relationship is a little tad funny but pretty much I enjoyed every moment of it.
I don't know how I'm going to survive when I'm in NS.
:(

but surely,it's going to be a test for the both of us.
well,we have to endure of not seeing each other for 2 weeks.(well,we can call.)
for that,I'm going to trust you with everything.
well,I really hope you're reading this.
:P

and babe,this is going to be my reply to your letter:
I love you,babe.
I'm going to try my best to keep reminding you stuffs.
and I'm doing everything to protect our precious memories.
:)

OOO : YISS no Sekai!

2011-10-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

Last day of relief teaching in my secondary school.
it was pretty much a good experience and pretty much,I enjoyed myself.
there were some familiar faces and of course,my memory is intact.

enjoying as much as I would,I really am considering teaching,though.
let's just hope for the best.:)
and yes,I'm going to miss the Mee Sutra's "Special Discount" for me and my crew.:)
and Pakcik Water Point's "Air zam-zam and Air Zapi".
:)

not only that,the students there are quite different from my time
a total different from what I'm comfortable with.
and that means I have to adopt different way.
during my time,as long as no teachers disturb us,we're happy.
now,it's like,I don't know what to say anymore.
but I did enjoy my lessons with 2N2 and 3N1.
they really sparked my PE lesson with its special charms.
:)

of course,I would like to show my thanks for helping me out in a time of crisis especially my 'boss' Mr.Maszlee and the man that help make us(my batch) become mature people,Mr Adam.
:)

The Return of Sekai!

2011-10-10T20:04:00.003+08:00

Finally,The RETURN of this blog!wheee!
too much stuffs happen in quite a time.
I'm truly excited but somehow,I'm curious what the future holds for me now.:D
really optimistic about it though.HEHE!

and yes,being a 'relief' teacher is very tedious,even for a PE teacher.
what's worse, in my own secondary school.
there are some familiar faces but the teachers that taught me and get me good grades are all gone.:(
oh well.

excited by the day,its nice to see most of my male friends are high due to their 'POP-LOH' madness.
Ayub,Haikal Fairul,Zul,Adi Sufiyan,Captain Faisal to name a few.
and not forgetting the former Mr.NCC, Khalil and his illustrious award winning of best recruit.
well done,my friends.
next,it's my turn.(and this is the part where they all go 'WHERE GOT TIME?').
haha.:)

things is getting really awesome with my girlfriend.
well,we may be busy and always tend to get into arguments over small things but still,the relationship is going strong!HEHE!
so,to those guys who ask 'Who is Liqside Faliq?',well,they better prepared to get screwed.
^_^

its time to get to training!

Silverpack no Sekai!

2011-08-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

a classmate,a platoon mate,a friend for 9 years.
and yes,we had the most number of conflicts,differences and a lot of arguments at times.
but truly,it's pretty funny how things turn out for the both of us.

we may have a lot of history together but you're the only friend I had that proved me something wrong.
though your method is diabolical at times,you always have the end in mind.
one of the 7 habits most students fail to have.

What garner me to respect you more was the selection for NCC Day Parade 2009.
because everyone preferred the other two to be the parade commander.
but turns out,the nickname "Dark Horse" was given to you by me.
you proved everyone wrong and that was truly a lesson to me.
:)

I never had a chance to apologize,but i prefer to wish you good luck in your National Service.
We may have said nasty things in front and behind our backs about ourselves.
but one thing for sure,I finally understood what you've been trying to accomplish all this while.
I won't blame you for that and I believe you're going to make it.

all the best,Khalil Bin Basir.
once a rival in NCC attendance ,always a friend.
:)

BBSS no Sekai!

2011-07-24T13:22:00.003+08:00

22/7/2011.
my last day in Bukit Batok Secondary School as a Teacher Assistant.
my experience there has been,well,great.
but like I said,in my previous post,in this modern world,
where students are evolving
and passionate teachers are become a rare breed.
that's all I have to say.
and of course,the students there has been fantastic.
:)

and coming in tomorrow,is where I'm starting a new journey with a familiar environment,a familiar place and some familiar faces.
exciting as I may be,I'm excited to see what kind of challenge they have to offer.
it's going to be pressurizing and I'll gladly accept the challenge.
of course,to transit from a Cadet Officer to a Relief Teacher is one problem.
another is to replace a big shoes filled by Althaf,once again.
First,in Athletics and now,this.
destined to replace this guy,i supposed?:)

what better way to celebrate your last day of work with your girlfriend and that 'extra' one.:P
and also to see an old rival in soccer in action one more.
ohhhh,that one moment of brilliance of corner kick that I score.BEST!:)
TGIF last Friday was probably one of the awesome TGIF I have ever been!
with Aziee and Wanda,it was already fun.
thanks girls for that awesome day!

Awesomeeee no Sekai!

2011-07-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

life has been pretty hectic.
work and of course spending quality time with girlfriend and her family and my family.
so yes,surprisingly,the life I always imagined.
:)

this week is probably the last week of work for me in BBSS.
i made some good friends with some teachers and made some very interesting tussle with some teachers.
overall,it was all a good experience.
and I really like the chance to thanks Anle,my working colleague ,for covering my ass at times and helping each other out.thanks,dude!:)
and of course,some of the office staffs that helped me settle down and help me out throughout.
Cik Aine,Mdm Haslinda,Mdm Susila,Vice Principal Ms Alice Ho and of course,my mum.:)
and not forgetting the 2 awesome AEDs that I lepak for one day only ,Mr Fairuz and Mr Loo,who also happened to be a Teacher Assistant in the past,so they know the shit I've been through there.thanks guys!:)
throughout this journey,passionate teachers are a rare breed but I think I have seen some very great teachers like Mr Nick,Mdm Haryati and Mdm Khadijah.
they make me feel welcome to this school,despite being an outsider.

onwards to a new journey I go.
a place where I'm used to,a place where my journey actually begins.
and to add another surprise,once bitten,twice shy.
let's just keep it to 'spoiler alert' level alright.:)

"If my past is going to fade away,at least let me have my future!"

11th Decade no Sekai!

2011-07-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

credits : Khalil's Facebook

110th Anniversary of NCC.
a start of a new journey for youngster.
and an end for a journey of some oldies.:)

I didn't get to witness the parade,though I know my main man,Khalil,were able to put up a great parade ,just like how he lives up to his reputation.
I'm sorry for letting some of you guys down,but there are some things I have to prioritize.
and its pathetic not to be able to witness the parade.:(

somehow,I realized one thing about NCC,its that YISS Cadet Officers are making it big time.
not to brag,but we have 3 Cadet Captains.
and all of them have somehow,be involved in a major parade/ceremony in a higher post.
but of course,we're not doing for the school.
we're doing for the belief we have in NCC core values
and of course,our self-pride.

now a new journey for NCC begins.

Smile no Sekai!:)

2011-07-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

working in a government school is well,a well-deserved experience.
and my adapting period is one week,so yeah,I feel kinda of nervous every-time I stepped into the school.
other than that,I get to do some great stuffs inside.
;)

when you opened up,I finally understood.
i guess my instincts was right all along.
and I feel kinda of guilty for forcing it.
and for hindering your progress with your studies and stuffs.
somehow,that kinda of moved me to be more willing to try my best to support you,no matter what it takes.far or near.even if you don't want it.
:)

Generous no Sekai!

2011-07-02T18:14:00.002+08:00

credits to : Tumblr

awesome TGIF yesterday with Nurul Aziera!
Gold Class,Random game and Prata/Thosai/Briyani!
thanks,babe!
and yes,its Generous Friday and yeap!its a 6 months miracle.
let's just hope this time round,it's going to be there for long.
:)

I realized something really really weird.
when you're surrounded by friends who are super duper faithful to their partners,
it totally gives you the motivation to be just like them,but in your own way.

and that's when I realized no matter what you look like or how disgusting or how disfigured you are,what matters the most is are you willing to take the effort to keep hold of her and not letting her go.
just simply saying 'I love you' or 'I miss you' isn't enough.
its the actions and willingness to be with her and remain faithful,that's important.

i am clumsy.
i always tend to annoy you and make you angry.
i always feel 'kaypo'-ish.
i always never planned the outing properly.
i always cock-up an outing.
but the most important thing is that I have the belief and confidence about the relationship.

so yeah,Nurul Aziera Binte Abdul Rahman.
I know you hate corny stuffs but still yeah,I love you,babe.
2 years.well worth the wait.
thanks for adding the colors of my rainbows.
and making me to become more responsible (thanks to your curfew!:P)
and hopefully,we get to kick some Die Yayayat's ass!(if we had the chance of course.:P)

Jojo no Sekai!

2011-06-30T10:35:00.002+08:00

credits to sharenator.

Happy 27th Birthday to Father of SAPIs,JOSHUA YOW!
the man with brains that stronghold the SAPIs for the past 3 and half years!
without you,there will never be a SAPI in all of us.

you're probably one of the most happening friends we all could ever ask for.

Destiny no Sekai!

2011-06-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

Joshua Yow and his destiny.......

had a blast with the SAPIs last Saturday and simply put,it was awesome.
and not forgetting with Aziee's family too,which was also awesome too!
thanks guys for making my last weekend great,as always.
:)

I read something in Facebook about not being appreciated to the corps that you served and not being up to standard by someone by the name of Mark or whatsoever his name is.
as a Cadet Officer,some of the point i agree to a certain extent.
but to attack the higher-ups just because they don't give what you want is simply ridiculous.
its like you're asking Roman Abramovich to buy Messi,Ronaldo and Iniesta instantly and right now.

like I said in my previous post,there are some who loves and are passionate about NCC,no matter what it takes.
looks like I'm right after all.:)

and to hear the phrase 'I didn't get a single appreciation' over and over again simply is ridiculous.
i mean c'mon!you guys should know blood,sweat,tears and consequences of it.
there are so many kinds of appreciation in this modern days.
such as "BELANJA!BELANJA!" or doing parade just for the 'appreciated people' or certificate of appreciation.
some people want just one or two.some people want all of it.
there's a saying goes "If you wanna be appreciated,maybe you should just get the 'F' out!"
that's when I realized all this while, my Teacher Officers are actually doing their job as Teachers.
because they were a Teacher first and Teacher Officer second.
its their responsibility to be teachers first.
it will only be an added bonus if they are both in priority.

not to sound so biased,I'm actually appreciate what everyone has done for me for the past few years.
some of my friends have been awesomely working.
some of them have been kicking asses in bowling alley.
some of them have been well,not calling me for the invites,which of course i'm still okay with it.
some of them have career in their life.
because all of the some of them have move on with their life and of course,I'm happy with it.
and oh,blame on Transformers why I'm writing this.:)

for now,I'm just happy with what I have right now.
I have one unorthodox yet unpredictable boastful proud family.
my ever-loud Grandmother that I loved so much.
my 2 uncles,Cik Man and Wak Noh,whom are my inspiration towards life.
The SAPIs,who have been a thorn in my ass and been there for me for the past 3 years,
and Nurul Aziera and her family,who have been make my life over the rainbow and making them my 2nd family.:)

with only a few circle of them,I don't think I wanna expand it anymore.
maybe in National Service might breed a new one?but that all leaves that in the future,shall we?

:)

110th no Sekai!

2011-06-25T02:42:00.003+08:00

as much as I hate to say it,I really do miss NCC.
you will always find passionate people in National Cadet Corps.
and most certainly,I have done myself proud being in NCC.
though the early stages of NCC was quite rocky,it was always challenging throughout the journey.
they have to thanks Precision Drills Squad for making me stay in NCC.
of course,the PDS in YISS has improved tremendously well under a new system.
I have no complaints and I believe it will continue to reach greater heights if the cadets put more trust on themselves and their seniors.
how PDS started from an 8-men team to what it is today,it's a good thing.:)

NCC gave me friends,experience,passion,emotions,understanding of bonds and something I hate the most,politics.
of course,there's definitely going to be conflict but that what makes us stronger and understanding each other.
i met different kinds of people in this CCA.
some look for love.some look to add bonus to their salaries.some look for dignity and pride.some want to add more friends.some want to get an ego boost.some want to prepare for NS.some want to feel the experience.
different people with different reason.
but as for me,it's personal.:)

and of course,West District and the other districts I have made friends with.
different people with different backgrounds.
they taught me a lot of stuffs but one thing I shared something common with them are term called 'bonds'.
defending every rights and beliefs with confidence.
something which I feels cannot be created elsewhere except in NCC.
:)

so what's have been happening in my life lately?
well,too bad,it's nothing much.
training after training,competition after competition.
I really do hope I get noticed!:)
and also,I've been applying a lot of jobs but it seems there's only one place destined for me:
Bukit Batok Secondary School.
tempting as it may seems and it's also a good way for me to get some extra money.:)
but the idea of the kids and stuffs.
well,looks like it's all NCC all over again.
SAPI!

and oh yeah! NCC is going 110th.and I'm proud of it!:)
and if you're not down with that,we got two words for ya!

"It is fun to add a secret flavor so that no one knows. But... it's more fun to find it."

Future no Sekai!

2011-06-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

looking back,I must say I'm happy with everything that had happen.
the ups and downs of my life.
learn from the mistakes,cherish the best moments.
good or bad,i'm proud that has happen so far in my life.

now,I'm really excited about my future.
though NS is just going to improve my value in my resume and an obstacles to my life,I'm still enthusiastic about what's next in my life.
also,it's going to test me physically and mentally.
I have a lot of things in mind,though some of them is a really funny path.

I'm grateful with what I have right now.
it's never easy trying to understand but I have a reason to put more trust on families that I've known.
no matter how far apart,how angry we are,family is always a priority in everything.
one family taught me that very well with just one outing.
I guess I'm lucky to have known them.The 'in-laws'.(chey.okay,macam paham.:P)

"Fancy food does not taste good. No matter what truth you try to hide, you cannot hide it."

Past no Sekai!

2011-06-01T09:01:00.003+08:00

morning blogging.
right now,my mind is boggling.
just back from my run/exercise.
and i find it really disturbing a lot of things is disrupting my mind during my run/exercise.
and it even disrupts my sleep yesterday night.

it's funny how people around me can easily talking about their past.whether it's good or bad.
and I find it irritating I can't even find the right words to talk about my own past.
when you have betrayal of a 6 years close bonds and a passing of someone very close to you,
and its really hard for me to even think about it.

that will explains why I kept my circle of friends very little.
and why I begin to appreciate everything I have now.
enjoying every moment life has to offer.
being reckless in everything while being cool on the inside.
the past don't matter to me now.
because I know I'm strong enough to change my present and my future.
I want to see how far I can go.
:)

and today is going to be one hell of a day.
asking Liz for funds,Moe for info.
guess its back to business all over again.
Time to make a show of it!

Dream no Sekai!

2011-05-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

yesterday was the beginning of the end.
I had fun with all of you guys,which I called it the "Team Kinabalu".
we will still remain good friends but as much as I was in the past,its better I start moving on my own.

behind every action lies a thousand words.
it took me a while to fully understand but looks like my life has many unusual obstacles.
stumbling with the past,fighting on every edge.
let's see what life has to offer me now.:)
things just keep getting interesting for me.

I have been sticking my neck for others but its no surprise I have yet to break my own neck.
I am totally burnt out and too tired for this thing anymore.
I help too much yet I get little in return for myself.
but still,its ironic I hate being appreciated.weird.

if there's one goal some of you are wondering,well,there's someone I have been trying to surpass for past few years.
he's a human being,someone I considered a rival of mine.
for now,he's the only one that can match me in everything I does.
just a challenge I always wanted for a new journey.
:)

Final Sayonara no Sekai!

2011-05-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

this is going to be a long post.

as of 24th May 2011,Tuesday.
I am officially a diploma holder!
for those people who have humiliated me in the past (especially my primary school teachers),
chin up!I have done something you guys only thought I couldn't do it.
and I'm proud of myself but I'm not proud on how I was brought up by all of you.

so,what's next for me?
National Service for 2 years and then what's next?
to be really honest,I have a lot of path I can choose from.
a lot of dreams to chase,a lot of things I wanna do.
let's see what life has to offer me now.
:)

It has been a wild ride with you guys,SAPIs.
the 3 years together with you guys have been something that I really cherish from the bottom of my heart.
its true that our ups and downs have been consistent.
but that what make our bonds strong every moment of it.:)
becoming your 'Mister Chairman' was a privilege I will never forget.
besides,it's a good feeling after my failure in Sec 5.
it was a great feeling.:)
Joshua Yow,Ow Jun Jie,Kelvin Neo,Lin Houxu,Hong Qi Yu,Tan Kah Kok,Soo Wei Jian,Luo Dian,Zhou Jian,Ayub Dawood,Haikal Syed Hussain,Umar Al,Rusydi Raslan,Pei Fen,Kim Choo.
you guys are being missed and loved.
it's time to embark on our new journey.:)

and as for some,I'm not surprised that some of you who made an impact in my life just didn't wish any congratulations to me.
not to sound so emotional or what,but I feel kinda of disappointed.
well,I made a decision.
sorry guys but its time to move on your life without me.
so there will be no 'ungkit-ing' and 'crap-ness' from me anymore like FINALLY.
its probably for the best.
I'm not going to be the 'Yes Man' anymore.
I had fun with you guys for the past 7/8 years.
besides,I have something that always remind me of you guys.
:)

as for now,a new journey awaits me.
its going to be one hell of a ride.
with my family,my girlfriend and the bonds with my friends revolves around me.
I'm certain my future is looking brighter each day.
I love you,Mom & Dad.
even despite your constant annoyances and nagging,you guys are always there for me.
I love you,Brother.
even if you're a jackass in the past,present and definitely future,still,blood is thicker.
I love you,Nyai.
even if you're high-pitching voice do irritate me,you never fail to brighten up my day every morning.
and lastly,Nurul Aziera.
2 years,that's all it takes and like I said,it was well worth the wait.:)
may we have a prosper and healthy relationship on this journey together.
I love you,babe.:)

its been fun.I'm all smiles now.

BECK no Sekai!

2011-05-22T12:09:00.003+08:00

Credits to ComicsAlliance.com

Weekends has been...well a little bore.
but what better way to spent a day watching something you never thought you like it over and over again.
and yes!found this movie was review in The News Paper under the movies review section.

at first,I thought it was like a Beckham wannabe movie or some sort.
but the moment I saw the name 'Hiro Mizushima',I knew its going to be a great movie.
yes,the popular actor who acted in 'Kamen Rider Kabuto' as Tendou Souji!
the ever popular "Grandmother said this" quotes.
and in this movie,the way he speaks English is absolutely fluent,not those English that mixes with some Japanese accents.
he's not only the familiar face I know.

Takeru Satoh is also another one I know of or popularly known as Ryotarou Nogami in "Kamen Rider Den-O".
its a surprise both of them (or popularly known as 'cross-overs') to be starring in the same movie.
still its a fantastic movie.a movie worth watching.
and Shioli Kutsuna is cute!HAHAHA!:D

The movie is about how the rock band 'BECK' was formed,the challenges they faced as a group,the ups and downs towards stardom.
There's a lot of learning values in it.
"Chemistry is always important when you want to succeed in team work."
and how important 'bonds' are in our daily lives.
:)

Aziee no Sekai!

2011-05-18T22:08:00.003+08:00

I know you're going to hate me for writing this blogpost for you.
but still,I guess its better I let it out rather than keeping it.

well,there's nothing wrong having mood swing.
I can adapt to a lot of things.
I know its hard for you to move on,but all I want you to do is just trust me.
even if I'm weird or just plain jackass,all I want you to do is trust.
I'm not asking you to accept for who I truly am.
I'm asking you to accept me for who I am when I'm with you.

I'm not giving up on you.
as long as I'm alive and kicking asses,I'm not going to walk out from you.
There's only 2 ways I will leave.
1.If I die and 2.When you have no feelings for me at all
but for me to walk out,not a chance!

give me a chance to prove my feelings towards you.
you're the first GIRL that make me believe in the word 'love'.
:)

Final Reunion no Sekai!

2011-05-15T09:55:00.002+08:00

I learnt my lessons just by looking at Maszlee's blossoming relationship with Farhana.
I finally understood what it takes to be in one.
even though it was a short one and just by observing,thanks guys.
:)

and of all places,I never expected to reunite with the 'old team' of mine the very same night after so long.
even though it was rather odd,I really do have mixed feelings meeting them.
especially with all the uproar we had for the past 8 years.
it was rather unpleasant yet cunning.
everyone changed,including myself.
but one thing in common we all still have until now : Society will never be able to accept us for who we truly are.

well,I guess its better for all of us to go separate ways.
even though we had our fun in the past,its time to move on with our own lives.
and thanks for the parting gift.
but still,its better I leave it to someone I really trust the most and knows how to take care of it.

apparently,its time to say goodbye to many people.
it took me a while to make a decision but its probably the best for all parties.
you guys can have fun among yourselves but its best I'm being left alone.
you guys taught me what's it like to have unbreakable bonds and i'll never keep forgetting.

its time i walk my path my own way,my own style,my own kicks.

"When not close by,one is even closer."

Episode Green : Conclude no Sekai!

2011-05-09T22:25:00.004+08:00

my life has been one hell of a roller coaster ride.
up and down,I don't know.
its a strange world I am in right now.

"You lose some,You gain some".or as the saying goes.
well,for starters,I'm happy I'm in a relationship with a 'tembam' lass named Nurul Aziera.:)
if there's one common thing we have,we're unpredictable on who we truly are.
I'm glad of the world's population of 6 billion ,you're the one.
and like my facebook status mention
"I'm with you.Even beyond your dreams."
:)

To lose something I never thought I would lose.
the most important 'treasure' I always kept close to my heart : bonds.
the bonds I have created with the TGIFs and SAPIs.
for the SAPIs,we are all going to go separate ways.(some will remain the same)
and of course,probably,The "Grandmaster" might get married in 5 years time.:P.
so it is sad to see it gone.

and TGIFs.let's mention the name shall we and in particular order on how it was formed.
Ridwan,Khalil,Aisah,Maszlee,Farhana,Khairi.
yes,you guys have always play a pivotal role in my life.
I guess all of you have move on from your life.
some of you have chosen your path.some of you have decided to go separate ways.
some of you decide to keep quiet,some of you decide its best to shut thyself.

except me.
I can't stop you guys from what you guys wanna do.
so,yeah,I guess I'll remain who I am,where I am.
I'll be here if you guys need me,even if you guys have a vendetta against me or whatsoever.
:)

Episode Yellow : USS no Sekai!

2011-05-09T21:47:00.004+08:00

alright.on the bright side,USS was awesome with this two brother-sister tag team combo!:)
it was pretty fun and we took 'most' of the rides there is inside!(The word is 'most'!:D)
so yeap,it was truly exhilarating and exciting.

its funny how I get close with them.
there's definitely something interesting about them and their family that makes me feel so comfortable with them.
and I would like to thank them.
there's something they have that I lacked : siblings love.

despite how I make so much effort for my own brother,I don't see any effort from him .
now, all he does is work and girlfriend,work and girlfriend,work and girlfriend.
every time I expect my family to be there,he's not there at all.
somehow,I see quite a number of siblings having an awesome time together and me...I don't know.
I never ever had a great time with my brother in the past, and guess I won't feel siblings love in the present and future.:/

Episode Red : The End no Sekai!

2011-05-09T21:05:00.004+08:00

it was fun while it lasts.
let's make 20th May the official 'last' day of TGIF.
I was hoping things could go well.

maybe it was entirely my fault.
the 'end's night'.
regret or not,perhaps I don't know.
2 years,I can't believe it myself.
there are times when some things are meant to end in a bizarre fashion.

even if they don't know,they were my pillars of strength.
the bonds that I really cherished much.
despite most of us have tendencies to have grudge against each other,
it only makes us stronger and learn more about each other.

and yes,you guys were there for me when I was single and all of you are in a relationship.
we share different problems in our relationship life,our work life,school life and almost everything.
you guys are always the first group of people I contact when I wanna hang out.
now,I'm totally confused.
maybe because of my emotion hangover sometimes or my 'ungkit' attitude.
I don't know.for that,say what you guys wanna say.

Meaning no Sekai!

2011-04-19T06:17:00.002+08:00

"Well,we're pirates"
"And we don't really care what you think"
"We have our own way to do things.And there's all there is to say"
from the ever-popular series .

it was so inspiring ,I thought it was well worth the quote.
people can judge us on how we look,say and even dress.
but its the do that really defines who we truly are.

people will see me as a 'nonsense,always criticizing people' and who doesn't think of others besides himself.
but I know,deep down,even if my outside show my bad stuffs,its the intention of doing whats right.
so,go ahead,judge me from head to toe,judge me from what I say & text.
because I know I have a habit of sticking my neck for others
even if I'm known as the 'destroyer of people's world'.

I know I'm at a wrong and I had say some very sensitive issues to you for the past few days.
now that I know who you truly are,I beginning to understand your life and you as a person.
like I always keep saying for the past 3 months,I'm not giving up on you.
even if you have little trust on me,its better than no trust at all.
somehow,I accept for who you truly are.
:)

Memories no Sekai!

2011-04-11T20:00:00.001+08:00

credits to : JEFusion.

here I have a post by one member of the SAPIs.
and let it rip!

"Dear SAPIS,

When i first entered poly and got acquainted with you assholes, i was thinking, "WHAT THE FUCK is with this fucked up class?". First day of school Mr. Haikel come and disturbed me. Weeks later i got the whole class disturbing him until he wanted peace. Little did i know, he was gonna be my smoking buddy years down the road.

Faliq, we started out with us being the soul of the class. The jokers, the fuckers and definitely the idiots. HAHAHA! And we came up with this loser single club which i think you're gonna quit pretty soon! Anyway if you do, i'm happy for you!

Mr. Kelvin Neo, this guy went missing for 2 years and we only get to really see him on the third. Bloody 'clubber'. HAHAHA! Oh well, but then you still make life much more interesting with your 'redbull' style of studying.( 10 mins active, 1h50min sleeping). The sleeping god.

Dumb and dumber(dunno whether you all know we actually termed you all that), HAHAHA you all did a great job doing stupid stunts and taking candid sleeping photos of your fellow classmates. And well, be yourself for the 3 years. As the name suggests itself. HAHAHAHAHA! But definitely, it was great times.

JOJO! the grandfather, i missed you man. Your steadiness, your studying spirit, your bloody disgusting laugh, your super red bermudas, your 'messi', your "1st year dunno who the fuck are you", and definitely your lectures and encouragement. Though i always pour your cold water, or act as if i didnt care, actually i do listen. Just that you know, i like to bullshit. But i know, beneath my bullshit, you kind of understand how i really see things. For that, i'm very touched.

To the debaters!, oh well you're the brains of the class. Your knowledge(hopefully converted to wisdom in the future) have proven themself worthy to be copied every time and once in a while, the funny actions sometimes do come. All the best for your future University Admissions man.

KAH KOK! I'm speechless when it comes to you. Cause all i can rmb are the "Why airplanes fly halfway will crushed?".HAHAHAHHAHA! But you know, there are all happy times.

HOU XU! Mr non-stop action on almost anything other then studying. HAHAHAHAHA! Though you're hardly present in our outings, but, phuket was one of the best i had with you!

To the rest that came and go, went a different path, chosen a different elective, damn i missed the times we had when we were 1st year new birds, form my every morning coffee from irene MOANs of "JOJO!" to the dick hammering from Umar to Hongkiat.

And to the lecturers who do saw this, i didn't "see you all next year" ever. Thanks for the patience, the teachings, the fun, the jokes, the laughters, everything. I'm proud to call myself a graduate from SP Diploma for Electronic and Communications Engineering.

The Flying Pig"

it was truly a blessing to know you have great friends like them.
from the bottom of my heart , you guys are the friends I have been yearning for the past 14 years in my education life.
for that,I thank you and I will never ever forget you guys man.
meet up soon,and perhaps some drinks!:)

when I look that my name was there,I never thought I was the co-founder of the SAPIs 'Singles' Club'.
and I quit the club that I founded.haha!
nostalgic as it is,I feel it was truly believable.
and somehow,only to find out that ALL SAPIs except me ARE SINGLE!?!?!WTF!!?!
:)

Twitter no Sekai!

2011-04-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

some things just doesn't fit the puzzle.
I need to start seeing the smaller details of a bigger picture.
well,that's for some other times.

it is pretty funny how people cannot forget their ex-s.
maybe because all the romantic and sweet stuffs they've done.
maybe some things are hard to get by.
its not surprise I don't fall into that category.
i forgot how my first love even begin.
i got rejected via SMS.(WHAT!?)
I don't know,its pretty funny,no matter how bad the jerk is,they still fall for it.
no matter how bitchy the bitch is,they still wanna wait for it.

maybe because perhaps I just keep passing through people's life.
I don't even know what to think or say already.
I guess when it comes to love ,I'm always a sucker.
and when it comes to socializing,I'm a true jackass.
that's the probable reason why I keep a close circle of friends.

but I am really thankful I got quite a number of awesome Malay friends who are humble,loyal and knows how to stay on their feet and mind their own business.
you guys rock!

No.16 no Sekai!

2011-04-07T20:29:00.004+08:00

alright.I really do have a knack for taking a 4-person picture.heh.:)

on the bright side,I never been so happy this days.
all right,my friends will be like "YES,FINALLY.FALIQ WILL STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT NO ONE SMSING HIM ANYMORE.'.heh.guess you'all got what you wanted.
i'm happy to get to know you.just glad.

i know you got a lot of contacts .(And yes,I happened to check your phonebook.its like 'Yellowpages' like that.:) )
as long as you're going to be fine and remember,then I'm okay.
like I said to everyone I'm close to,this is probably the most happening relationship I ever had.
and this time,the girl is doing the talking and I'm always happy to be the listening ears.:)
:D.
i'm going to be your friend,your bestfriend and your lover,all in one.:)

guess i'm done passing through the worlds.

A to the Z no sekai!

2011-03-31T10:35:00.004+08:00

to that 'someone',you have yet to circle your answer.:P

a lot of things happen in my life.
it has been one hell of a hectic week for me.
tiring but it was awesome.
waking up at 5a.m everyday,running around the neighborhood.
nak feeling-feeling NS life katekan.haha!
must have watched too much Army Daze,i guess.:D

Yesterday was the official ending of Yu-Gi-Oh 5Ds .
the main reason why I took up Class 2B license.
the story really touched me.even if solving their problems with children's card game.
it taught me a lot of values and the importance of having bonds with your close ones.
and the main reason why I cherished every bonds I have with the TGIF and the SAPIs.
and 'you',of course.:)

looks like I need a new aspect of things to do.
besides,Yakuza-ing and FM-ing,i need to do something new.
something like urban climbing and watching new TV series like *gulp* Vampire Dairies (:P) and HIMYM.
yeah!and next week is going to be last requiem in Singapore Polytechnic.
probably taking pictures in my SP hotspots.
as a gentle reminder on how awesome it was to be a SAPI-ans.=)

its unofficial yet official.

SAPIs Vs Phuket ! Movie Edition!

2011-03-19T10:56:00.007+08:00

7 Riders.1 goal : To invade Phuket.
wander aimlessly,some tried to find some stress release.
some tried to find 'love' but fail.
some tried to commit suicide but only to find out it was saved by a rope.
some tried to be airborne diver.
but what really happens will be reveal.
now.
and now,the main riders .

Name : Joshua Yow
Role : Leader of the Phuket Trip,Camera Man Ass-Man.
Description : Simon Cabaret.was known to be given a 'censored' by one of the old ladyboy.Has his own special episode for the movie.

Name:Jimmy Tay
Role:Guest Host,Camera Man,Negotiator
Description:The Leader's right hand man.Whenever he goes,he follows.Both of them were merely compared as Sinyu and Giant from the Doraemon series.

Name:Lin Houxu
Role:Pundit,The Lamp Founder,Promoter.
Description:He had somehow tone down himself during this trip.When he and Kelvin Neo shops,it can only mean one thing : disaster.Even worse than a 'makcik' or girls doing shopping.

Name:Kelvin Neo
Roles:The Player,Night Hunter Number One
Description:Also known as the 'The Three Marks",he along with Ow Jun Jie are the night hunters of Phuket,keeping the neighborhood safe.

Name:Muhammad Haikal
Role:Muay Thai Fighter,Promoter.
Description:He's commonly being seen either at 'BANGLA BOXING STADIUM' or 'PATONG BOXING STADIUM' or promoting a fight along the road.

Name:Ow Jun Jie
Role:Night Hunter Number Two,still same 'Eater'
Description:Was given the nickname 'Doraemon' by an unknown source.Rumor had said he nearly turned gay but denied it.And turns out he was the 'Flying Pig' in disguise.

Name: Mohamad Faliq
Role:Navigator,A Passing Through
Description:Strangely quiet for this trip but with a keen sense of navigating.Had a funny feeling about someone at Singapore,which turns out to be true.Left early,only to find out more casualties ahead.

Special Guest
Name: Tew Hong Kiat & Soo Wei Jian!
Role: Iron Man And War Machine!
Description: Planned to take down the plane the SAPIs was in but somehow,lost their way and eventually,go home.

The Special Net Movies Episode!

1.SAPIs Vs The Arrival!
2.SAPIs Vs The Go-Kart!
3.SAPIs Vs White Sands Resortel!
4.(Special)Kelvin vs The Three Marks!
5.SAPIs Vs The Bungee Jump!
6.(Special)SAPIs Vs The Flying Pig!
7.SAPIs Vs Patong Boxing Stadium!
8.SAPIs Vs ATV!
9.SAPIs Vs Ali Baba!
10.SAPIs Vs Simon Cabaret!
11.(Special)Houxu Vs The Kiss!
12.(Special)Joshua Yow Vs The TitJob!
13.(Special)Kelvin vs Kong!
14.SAPIs Vs The Shopping!
15.SAPIs Vs The Massage!
16.SAPIs Vs Go Home!

credits to Joshua Yow for planning for the trip and making it an enjoyable one.
and the guys involved : Jimmy,Houxu,Kelvin,Jun Jie,Haikal.
you guys make it possible.
My first overseas trip with my friends.and I'm surprised my first is with my Chinese friends,not Malay.which makes it awesome!=)
SAPIs legends lives on....
also credits to Facebook,Yahoo for the special guest photo.
our 'movie'.

Destroy no Sekai

2011-03-16T06:51:00.002+08:00

guess i almost single-handled destroyed everything.
everything that I believed in : bonds.
bonds that I worked so hard to get it,maintain it and cherish it.

in just one full sweep week,
I almost abandoned the SAPIs after the trip,
I nearly killed the one group I created:TGIFs,
I ran out from YINCC CLTs,
and most importantly,I hurt someone that I care most about.

things don't go so well for me.
it always makes me wonder how bad i truly am.
egoistic bastard who have no self righteous for others.
for that,I'm sorry.
and goodbye.

2011-03-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

Disciple meets Grandmaster!

simply put,I am so going to be excited about the Phuket trip.
i just need a place to ease off my mind,relax my mind.
something that can clear my thoughts,anxiety and doubts.
4 days 3 nights.more than enough.
and remind me not to bring a red color shirt,they might mistaken me.

NCC has somehow become...unpredictable.
not that I wish to come back,its just that,if I wanna to go back and do some helping,i feel a bit weird.
and when they came out with this "TLC" and "TL" things,I feel that like being controlled.
its like I am unable to express my character as a leader and as a person to my cadets.
so,its better I paved way for the younger generations.its time for you guys to be the limelight.
just like how 'The Rock' paved way for 'John Cena'.=)

I think I have finally found something.
on how to do it.
Finally,get ready,Marvelous!
=P

Reunion no Sekai!

2011-03-06T16:57:00.003+08:00

The SAPI's 'Mat Reps!'=D

yesterday was a blast!with the SAPIs and all.
I think it was simply awesome despite its setbacks.
and of course,like Finally,Ayub has come for a class gathering after 3 long years!
other than that moment,it was a good night.
next will be the 'First Poison' night.
whoever got the first letter,will be the date of the gathering!=D

guess there's alot to look forward to this holidays!
First and foremost,Phuket Trip with the SAPIs!
Second,NCC Part B camp!
Third,(hopefully),a date with 'someone' again!=D

24 no Sekai!

2011-03-05T13:18:00.003+08:00

Finally,after 14 long years...Mathematics is not going to be a problem.
=D
and hell yeah,exams are over!
and that can only mean two things.DIPLOMA HOLDER!
and NATIONAL SERVICE!
I am proud to say it was well worth it.

and truth to be told,I was this close to do the 'Haley' : Giving up my diploma.
but what kept me going miraculously was my friends.
I wasn't particularly a keen interest to engineering
somehow and someway,their determination and grit made me changed my mind and have a go to this diploma course.
3 long years we endured shits after shits,problems after problems and we will always have a solution to all of it.
because of that,I appreciate having you guys as my best buddies.
probably the type of friends I been yearning for the past 14 years of my education life.
we taught each other a lot and hope we will be able to use it in our future endeavors.
be it circuit or life-changing moments.
SAPIs,you guys have electrified my world.from the bottom of my heart,Thank You!
and see you suckers at Phuket!=D

on the other note,I had a bright wonderful day yesterday.
someone says managing & meeting 3 groups in a single day is hard.
but somehow,I prove it all wrong.
In the morning,I spent my last times as an SP student with the SAPIs and boy am I glad.;)
In the afternoon to evening,I spent my first and hopefully,one of the many , with 'someone'.The 'very awesome helix bridge' indeed.:P
In the late night ,I spent my time with the usual TGIF peeps.and gosh,how the numbers have grown.from a mere tag team to a quartet and then a group at last.=D

To that 'someone',

to be honest with you,finally,i get to talk with an 8-month old crush.:P
when you told me about your past and everything ,I feel taken aback.
But I told myself,not to give up on you.
I know you're special in your own ways.
you don't have to find your identity alone.
there's always someone around you that is willing to help you.=)

Those guys don't deserve you more than I do.
if there's a chance,and if you gave me an opportunity,
I will prove to you I ain't a photocopy of all your exs combined.
=)

Taro no Sekai!

2011-03-01T22:37:00.003+08:00

credits to : JEFusion

after recent events,I finally I understood what its like to be loved.
expect the unexpected.

if I don't try,others will try harder.
looks like i'll just keep passing through.

i'm happy you're being who you are.
that what makes you special.

SAPI Main Cast no Sekai!

2011-02-25T10:21:00.031+08:00

Name: Joshua Yow Thuan Yong
Nicknames:Jojo,Grandmaster of SAPIs
SAPIS Abilties:None.
Others:Made his debut in Season 2 Episode 1 - SAPIs Vs 'Who Is Joshua Yow?'.Has quite a number of rivals and enemies but ended up losing to them yet he remain optimistic.Strong willed and a father-like figure to the younger SAPIs.

Name:Kelvin Neo Yang Rui
Nicknames:Mister Love,President of EEE Club
SAPIS Abilities:Talking cock,Class 3
Others:Still finding the right ' Special One'.Some even suggested to him adultfriendfinder.com.He gave access and 'lobangs' to the SAPIs in terms of school network

Name:Muhammad Haikal Van Syed Hussain
Nicknames:Master of Intelligent Kiosk,Leader of the Nexus,Captain of SAPI UNITED,White Tiger.
SAPIS Abilities:Downloading movies and TV-Series
Others:Rumor said he had a way with a number of girls that are involved from SPInnovex.An avid Arsenal fan and the 2nd-in Command of the SAPIs.

Name:Ow Jun Jie
Nicknames:Dean,'Skinny Boy',CK Model.
SAPIS Abilities:Eat,Eat,Eat and Drink,Drink,Drink.
Others:Like Kelvin,he is still pursuing a relationship with that one girl,countless times.He once was a CK Model under the 'Fat' section but eventually enter the 'Thin' section in a few months.

Name:Tan Kah Kok
Nicknames:Founder of KokCom,KokEvent,Muscle Man,Iphone Man.
SAPIS Abilities: Control and taking over satellites,Jailbreaking
Others:Happy go Lucky Muscle Man.Also state that he is on the verge of founding a new religion : Kok-ism.'Lobang' is his middle name.

Name:Soo Wei Jian
Nicknames:'GOD',Master of Solar Backpack.
SAPIS Abilities:Being 'beyond godlike'.,Class 3
Others:In a relationship with Havok Ayub.Rumor circulated he blessed the Grandmaster with tremendous knowledge and skills.Also had an up-and-down relationship with the Grandmaster at times.

Name: Ayub Bin Dawood
Nicknames: Havok,Master of Erect-us.
SAPIS Abilities:Screaming,Gaying,Deceiving
Others:In a relationship with Green Soo.Have massive affection towards Avengers Heroes.Tried to be an Assassin but scared of losing a finger.

Name: Zhou Jian & Luo Dian
Nicknames:Kane & Hurricane
SAPIS Abilities:Chokeslams.
Others:Aspired to show WWE that China can win the WWE Tag Team Champions.Increase SAPI's scouting knowledge of China.

Name:Unknown
Nicknames:Pundit at Sky Sports as "Masked Man'
SAPIS Abilities:Non-stop replaying.
Others:Has a lovely rivalry with the Grandmaster of SAPIs .He traveled around the world to train his skills to beat the Grandmaster,no matter what it takes!Dubbed as the new Glen Johnson

Name:Umar Al Khattab
Nicknames:Skater Boy,Dumb,FM God.
SAPIS Abilities:Hacking the Porn Worldwide Websites,Skating,Class 2B,Goalkeeping.
Others:Well known for his quotations 'OKAY,BRROOOOOO'.seems so lonely without his Dumber side.Used to owned a Gilera bike but instead,he got himself GILA.

Name:Hong Qi Yu
Nicknames:Dato Hong,Amazing Hong
SAPIS Abilities:Being Yellow Ranger,Yellow-ing.
Others:Had a fling with a girl named 'Irene' but Fail..Banana is his favorite fruit.The skill debater among the SAPIs.Aspire to be sitting next to Tengku.

Name: Mohamad Faliq
Nicknames : Chairman of DEC,Kamen Rider Solar,Captain of Anything Goes.
SAPIs Abilities: Transformation,Winning Eleven,The 'EHHHH'
Others: Like JunJie and Kelvin,trying to pursue a relationship but keep failing.Will stop at nothing to pisses off the Grandmaster's loyalty to Liverpool.

okay!credits to Facebook,Yahoo.there's still more supporting casts.heh.

Friend no Sekai!

2011-02-24T20:29:00.003+08:00

next week,its going to be my finale.
i'm going to miss everything that occurs in my Polytechnic life.
but what makes it lively are my friends.
who for the FIRST TIME EVER,feel very very supportive of each.
despite our different race and ethics,I feel this is the first time I felt so safe with them around.
let me declare that you guys are probably one of the best friends I have ever had.
For The SAPIs!

and next,just when I thought I was so happy leaving polytechnic,it somehow ended in a sad note.
because,I met a girl.
a girl happen to be in the same polytechnic.
a girl that has too many similarities and interests as me.
someone i always wanted to talk for the past one year but can't, due to her commitments.
someone i thought could be that 'someone special'
someone i thought could end my 'passing-through' mantra.
only one conclusion can be drawn... 'I like her'=)
all I need is to gather my courage and stand up for it.
rejected or not,the least I can do is hold my heads high up.

and congrats to my former 'boss',Nuraisah!=D
"7 tahun!7 tahun!7 tahun!"
no longer will I hear that phrase again.
at last eh.haha.i'm proud of you,babe.last long!jgn banyak merajuk sudah!=D
you taught me one thing : "Patience is a virtue."

Season 1
Episode 1-SAPIs Vs Orientation!
Episode 2-SAPIs Vs Donation Tins!
Episode 3-SAPIs Vs The White Tiger Hair!
Episode 4-SAPIs Vs Ayub's Screamer!(The AHHHHH!)
Episode 5- SAPIs Vs The Mother of All Mathematics!
Episode 6-SAPIs Vs The Boring PEEE Lecturer!
Episode 7-SAPIs Vs The Dark Knight!
Episode 8- SAPIs Vs 'What Lah'!
Episode 9-SAPIs Vs The Cadet Officer!
Episode 10 - SAPIs Vs Swimming Pool!
Episode 11-SAPIs Vs The Car!
Episode 12 - SAPIs Vs The End of Year One!
Bonus Episode - SAPIs Vs The Pliers

Season Two
Episode 1 - SAPIs Vs 'Who is Joshua Yow?!'
Episode 2 - SAPIs Vs The Making of Gayboys!
Episode 3 -SAPIs Vs The Standard Grouping!
Episode 4 -SAPIS vs The Dumb & Dumber!
Episode 5-SAPIs Vs Laplace!
Episode 6 -SAPIs Vs Ho Kuan Cheng!
Episode 7-SAPIs Vs The 'Ait-Check'!(Inspired by WJLA!)
Episode 8-SAPIs Vs Jo's Study Formation!
Episode 9- SAPIs Vs Chalet!
Episode 10- SAPIs Vs Result!
Episode 11-SAPIs Vs The New Foriegn Enterprise!
Episode 12-SAPIs vs The End of Year 2
Episode 13- SAPIs Vs The Steamboat!
Episode 14- SAPIs Vs SAPIs!
Bonus Episode - SAPIs vs The rising of 'Tew'!

Season 3
Episode 1-SAPIs Vs The Last Journey!
Episode 2-SAPIs Vs Anything Goes!
Episode 3-SAPIs Vs SAPIs Vs The Red Bermuda!
Episode 4-SAPIs Vs Solar Backpack!
Episode 5-SAPIs Vs Intelligent Kiosk!
Episode 6-SAPIs Vs Romance Of Three Three Kingdoms!
Episode 7-SAPIs Vs The Rising of 'GOD'!
Episode 8- SAPIs Vs Joshua and his Dinosaurs!
Episode 9-SAPIs Vs The Evolution of "Tony Tew"!
Episode 10-SAPIs Vs Ercan!(In Chinese,it actually mean something.:D)
Episode 11-SAPIs Vs The Nagging Mother!
Episode 12-SAPIs Vs SPINNOVEX!
Episode 13-SAPIs Vs SAPIs Vs The 'Emo' 'GOD'!
Episode 14-SAPIs Vs The Flashback!
Episode 15-SAPIs Vs The MATLAB!
Episode 16- SAPIs Vs The Rock!
Episode 17-SAPIs Vs The Return of 'GOD'!
Episode 18-SAPIs Vs The Last Revison!
Episode 19-SAPIs Vs The Last Lap!
Episode 20-SAPIs Vs The Last Semester!
Episode in the making - SAPIs Vs Graduation!(inclusive of a 'father' wearing the grad robe!(=)

SAPI Season no Sekai!

2011-02-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

its a wonderful afternoon.=D
oh.who cares anyway.
this will probably be the last post for the month,February.
things have been going really fine for me.
you could say I am problem-free and stress-free after tomorrow begins!

and its Valentine's Day.and I don't have a girlfriend.=(
oh well,that's life.even if I did try to have someone as my girlfriend,I would probably waste my energy and lungs and time.just exactly what happen 2 years ago.

and speaking of which,I think I try remembering what happen in the past 3 years of my SP life.
who knows,one day,I might see this post again.=)
I wonder how the 'story' would have been......

Season 1
Episode 1-SAPIs Vs Orientation!
Episode 2-SAPIs Vs Donation Tins!
Episode 3-SAPIs Vs The White Tiger Hair!
Episode 4-SAPIs Vs Ayub's Screamer!(The AHHHHH!)
Episode 5- SAPIs Vs The Mother of All Mathematics!
Episode 6-SAPIs Vs The Boring PEEE Lecturer!
Episode 7-SAPIs Vs The Dark Knight!
Episode 8- SAPIs Vs 'What Lah'!
Episode 9-SAPIs Vs The Cadet Officer!
Episode 10 - SAPIs Vs Swimming Pool!
Episode 11-SAPIs Vs The Car!
Episode 12 - SAPIs Vs The End of Year One!

Season Two
Episode 1 - SAPIs Vs Who is Joshua Yow?!
Episode 2 - SAPIs Vs The Making of Gayboys!
Episode 3 -SAPIs Vs The Standard Grouping!
Episode 4 -SAPIS vs The Dumb & Dumber!
Episode 5-SAPIs Vs Laplace!
Episode 6 -SAPIs Vs Ho Kuan Cheng!
Episode 7-SAPIs Vs The 'Ait-Check'!(Inspired by WJLA!)
Episode 8-SAPIs Vs Jo's Study Formation!
Episode 9- SAPIs Vs Chalet!
Episode 10- SAPIs Vs Result!
Episode 11-SAPIs Vs The New Foriegn Enterprise!
Episode 12-SAPIs vs The End of Year 2
Episode 13- SAPIs Vs The Steamboat!
Episode 14- SAPIs Vs SAPIs!

Season 3 might be coming up soon!heh.

Back no Sekai!

2011-02-13T22:48:00.003+08:00

credits to : FCTI

okay.its been a while I last update my world.
though its has been a very hectic month for me,
I managed to make it productive.

alright,let me update what has been happening lately to my life
1.I am still single.........heh.
2.I pass my bloody TP test.now I feel like I'm the undisputed Champion.
3.spending my time with the SAPIs boys & grandmaster more often.
4.I no longer serve National Cadet Corps anymore.even if there's an option for me to renew,I doubt it will benefit me.I will let the young guns and my fellow 56th to lead the charge.suffice to say,I am now a passing through Cadet Officer.=)
5.a rumor that says I slap someone.well,someone twisted an arm.period.
6.Neal & Chuck is Back!now,Tuesdays & Wednesdays will never be the same again!
7.I can't believe i'm saying this but I really kinda miss the antics & their of East's Dumb & Dumber : Hakim & Helmi!hahaha!
8.I bought myself 'items' from overseas.Nexus & Rider!
9.I am undefeated in Pro Evolution Soccer 2011!muahahahaha!
10.you could say I am the co-founder of 'NexusCC' of YISS!
11.The most important thing of my life - I AM GOING TO GRADUATE FROM SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC!=D

alright.those are some things that happen in my life.

Adventure no Sekai

2010-12-20T01:05:00.002+08:00

it was a pretty good week.
3 adventures in a week is still not quite good enough for me.
during the 3 adventures I have with some organizations,I managed accomplished 2 things that I wanted to do.
1) To learn something from the best.
2)To reflect more about myself.

when I reflect,I realized I made a lot of mistakes to many people I know.
people I hurt for no reason.
I was wrong.and for that,all I can do is apologize and move on.
it was really an eye opener for me.

Cartoon no Sekai!

2010-12-05T02:20:00.002+08:00

Credits to :Janime

next week is MST and I am halfway to my mugging.

yet,I can still find the time to blog.

its has been quite a while.

a lot of things is expected to happen.

For starters,next week will arise the new Cadet Officers .The 59th intake.

I wish them all the best,especially the YISS Cadet Officers,to lead the unit to greater heights.

NCC.to some,its passion.to some,its just a CCA.to others,its life.

NCC has taught me a lot of things.

but it also taught me that politics can be change to any kind of form/shape.

good or bad,well,that depends.

for me,my life as a NCC Cadet Officer is over.

but I will never forget the friends that I have made over a short period of time.

YISS,Cubers,West,WJLA.

some things will never be the same again.

over the past few weeks,questions have been hovering all over.

the "What ifs" moment.

not only it includes me,but also it apply to my friends and some other miscellaneous stuffs.

"What will happen if I join the 54th instead of the 56th?"

"What will happen if I were in the SP Floorball team?"

"What will happen if I had the guts to ask the 'question' to 'her' during my 2nd year?"

"What will happen if Ridwan had stick with her instead of her?"

"What will happen if Khalil ditch NCC like finally?

"What will happen if Aisah didn't get her dream job?

"What will happen if Justin didn't go C/OFFR course?"

"What will happen if YISS & HSS combined?"

and many many more that I stored inside the 'book'.

basically,the reason why I chose the questions above is basically because it has the most number possibilities of outcome.

everyone is entitled to their opinions.

I have my possibilities.what's yours?

30 Decade no Sekai!

2010-11-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

time flies so fast.
sometimes,I even forgot how fast I grown up.
I control my fate,my destiny and my future.
how I want to fabricate it is through my own will.

alright,enough walloping.
so,what have I been up to these days?
besides what 3rd year students called it a "nightmare,I have been up to many mischievous things.
not to sound like a stalker,but I been doing my own private investigation.

and there are something that's contradict to what everyone is saying.
everyone can deny the truth,but they can't hide it forever.
trying to lie isn't going to work.
somehow,there's a reason why you ditch us for your friends.

Birthday no Sekai!

2010-11-08T10:11:00.002+08:00

it was fun while it lasts.

yeah.I officially turned '20' years old.

which is of course,officially no longer a 'teen'.

its time to make decisions on my own despite its consequences.

time to choose the correct moral choices whether its right or wrong.

everyone can give their opinions.

but only one counts : mine.

Also,I want to express my thanks to those who wished me on my birthdays.

and my family for being there for me.

but of course,i never expected something so much.

and I expected too much it didn't happen.

blowing candles is never going to happen to me anyway.

I am not too fond having presents.

the presents I always wanted was 'bonds'.

some people remember you for what you really are.

some people uses us as tools for their own satisfaction.

but the rare breed of people are the one that stood by your side and believe in us no matter whether they think is wrong.

but that's life.

and speaking of presents,the best moment is going to happen next year.

Yes,my group got selected for SPInnovex!

or in secondary school terms,you called it 'SP Open House'.

who would expect a bag with only cable ties & a well torn bag could make it into such a grand event?

I am of course quite surprised too.

The Return no Sekai!

2010-10-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

yes,the old blog is back.
back by popular demand.chey!

just a gentle reminder to myself since I won't be updating much & busy still with studies,profiling & trainings.

3rd November - FYP Meets
4th November - Third Year Assembly
9th November - NAPFA Test
2nd December - my 5th TP test

its a month of November next week and it can only be one thing : its the family month.
a month where my family's history begin.
thank god I have an awesome family.
family that understood hardships,pains & suffering.
we been through thick & thin together.

2 license in a year?

2010-10-23T00:36:00.003+08:00

image credited to : Google Search & TV-Nihon.

heeeelllloooooooooooo.
it's been awhile,hasn't it?
school have been great,so far.
soon,I am going to graduate as a Diploma holder.
something I never thought I could achieve in those younger days.

6 months before all hell breaks loose.
trust me,even if SP don't give me a chance to shine,i still got friends that makes me feel fine.
until now,I have yet to get 'the' message.
gosh,heart pain but somehow,there one CCA that gave me some hope of life: NCC.
yes,going for the 56th (being the OLDEST bird going to the course) was the lifeline I chose.
and I never regretted my decision.

And there is the bunch of fools called 'The Sapi's''
the most electrifying people I have ever had.
the people I can rely on, or something I called them as 'My Mozzies'
people that I can trust.
friends that I have been looking for since my primary & secondary schools days.
you guys are my pillar of strength.
you guys are family.
3 years of kicking asses,conquering papers,disturbing lecturers & nerdherds,studying in the wee hours.
everything we do are always together.
that why you guys are the best there is,the best there was and the best that will ever be.
=)
and oh,I am almost halfway of finishing your profile.
most probably,I publish it at this blog.
I'll warned you guys.haha!

and on a side note.......
I have a solar panel.
I have a belt.
I have a 2B license.
next stop,I will have 'it'(hopefully)
and soon I will become.

Kamen Rider Black RX....=D

Yusei Go!

2010-10-03T01:35:00.003+08:00

everyone is a killing machine.
the only difference is how they adapt to it.
a weakness and a strength.

okay.i am a super happy hyper active person this few days.
don't ask me why.especially the part I played soccer with Anything Goes!
(no,i didn't smoke or took drugs.:D)

I'm enjoying life like it is supposed to be.
c'mon,do you people believe I stayed at home,indulged my eyes to the TV and consoles?
i got a life too!i do want to enjoy my life outdoor!
nightlife,nature life or whatever life and even conning life,i am always enjoying myself,
whether i'm alone or with my friends or with my family.

okay enough about life.
let's just do a lil bit of updating of my goals right now.
I got exactly 6 more months to get my diploma!
woohoo!
of course that's not the most important thing.
I have decided to make most of my time to get my '2nd sticker'.
6 months.a total of 1,800.more than enough?hopefully.

let's see what life has to offer.

A Sad Life.

2010-09-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

its been a while ,hasn't it?
I know.I know.
I have changed a lot.I become more...."what do you say"...controversial.
not in a bad sense but in a common sense way.

yes,I am really happy I finally gotten my 'blue' card after so long.
too bad I don't have someone to share with.=/
hehe.thank god after so long,I am able to accomplished one of my goals.

so,what exactly I have been doing so far?
well,to be perfectly exact,FYP is one thing.
Lepak is another thing.
Enjoying is the important thing!
and Soccer is the greatest thing!

My past is my past.
I totally forgot about them just like how I forgot my primary school nightmare.
be it relationship or anything else that bothers me,yes,I am and always will be forgetful.
i'm just moving on,just like what you people want from me.
I moved on with my life,improvise myself in any ways.
do cool stuffs besides gaming,care for someone in need.
you guys can bloody assume whatever you people want about me
I know myself better than you do.
so don't go complaining this and that and whatever.
trust me,I won't give a damn thing you say.

right now,I don't want to be in a relationship.
because I don't want to get hurt myself.
and I don't want the other party to get hurt by me.
cause yes,I'm done with this stupid games.
trust me,right now,I don't have a single girl-"friend".
which is kinda of sad though.(and please,I am still straight,of course.)

Free Fall

2010-08-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

credits to Yahoo.

It has been quite a while,hasn't it?
i know,I'm not the usual 'always blog every about his life Faliq' anymore.
besides,i just need to recharge my batteries to max before committing myself into a full scale aftermath dream.
so,I spent my holidays being a researcher while working.
that experience was thrilling and I certainly do learn a lot throughout my 'short ITP'.

Fasting month is already here.
well,in fact,15 days of Ramadhan has passed.
i don't know whether to feel happy or to feel unhappy.
or,did I forget to mention I hate to Geylang during this time of period.
you could say all the 'warung-warung' gathered in this blissful month.
it is still my race though.no point complaining about it though.

of course another 15 more days and its Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
the good thing is the seeking of forgiveness and my last year to collect 'duit raya'.
the bad thing is dealing with guests.
Did you know I am a big sucker when dealing with guests?
its true though.even my Grandmother noticed my style.
of course another bad thing is going out with friends.
no offense but truth to be told,I hate going out in crowds.

and that's why this year Hari Raya Aidilfitri is going to be that damn....interesting.

Season 4

2010-08-11T22:41:00.002+08:00

I delayed my death sentence.
how nice can that be.
I understand how things need to be done.
and how things supposed to be.

thankfully,i got a handful of friends that help me infinitely.
friends.....
As quoted by Tendou Souji,'how dangerous the word 'friend' is.'
truth to be told, I was never a good friend.
to be accurate,I am everyone's favorite enemy.

and like I said,that's why this year Hari Raya Aidilfitri is going to be interesting.

Duly noted.

2010-07-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

may you live in interesting times.
and may you find what you're looking for.

quite a number of things have occurred in my life in just a short flash.
though most of them are quite pleasant,others well,just like gossip girls.
and I spent most of my time updating myself about the whereabouts of the world.

Also,its been a while since I last hang out with my old friends.
and a disappearing act was what I was trying to do.
and i guess its best the truth appeared here.
yes,I have been trying to avoid my old pals.
not because I am the odd one out or NCC-related stuff.
its because too much hate is something I hate the most.
besides,I am the one that drag down the term called " friend ".

and please,don't bother talking about 'love' & 'relationship'
problem is I can't find one,I am lazy to find one or maybe both.
doesn't matter anyway,right now.
cause when all else fail,there is definitely someone there will be there for you by your side.

Chuck

2010-07-11T02:24:00.002+08:00

and yes,I finished watching Chuck from Season 1 to Season 3.
and I must say,it was pretty impressive.it like they say.its good.
of course,every story has a moral in it.
I learned something very very meaningful.
and hopefully,I can apply it to my 'real' life.heh.

so,the World Cup is coming to an end.
another history made,another legend in the making.
this is one of the most interesting World Cup I have ever seen,being this my 5th World Cup(i'm born in November 1990,so yes,if only i born early June and earlier,it could have been my 6th.)haha!
being this is a good World Cup,and a sudden urge in my classmates,
and Uruguay becoming an addict to my new cheer,yes,this is a very interesting World Cup.

12th July,huh.interesting times we live in.
don't worry,its not a prison.
its what my SAPI always say,
'its life,deal with it'

Who I am hates Who I've been

2010-07-02T01:52:00.002+08:00

school's term starts this week.

tension?the time will come.

hurhur,who would have thought being a third year student is this fun?

i mean,i got the funny overview that being a 3rd year is like zombie-always-must-do-FYP kinda of thing.

or they say the modules are WAY HARDER than the previous years.

i'm not surprised but honestly speaking,i find the 3rd year modules are simply too okay compared to 1st year.

and heck,MST, i have a horrible time picturing what my marks going to be.

well,basically,I always skipped lecture and (sometimes depend on mood),tutorials.

thank god i did surprisingly well,both lab test and MST.

after this,I want this to be a stepping stone to even better results.

riigght then.

ditching friends and leaving them alone are two different things.

they love assuming things about me because I'm great at keeping things to myself,even better an expert.

i don't expect my friends to be pitiful or 'want things to be done with effort'.

simply because we live in a world that consists of 'one favor for the other.'

i stopped being that type of person, already.

alright.enough of little bit of emo-ish stuffs.

now,somehow the idea of this blog is basically...SAPI!

how the word is derived is simply also.. SAPI!

and this time,I am going to make this blog.publicized once again.

The Liqside has return!HENSHIN!

and where's my Philip?

Up and Down

2010-06-22T01:23:00.002+08:00

what a holiday.

despite the setbacks,its awesome, to say the least.

so basically,what am I doing during the holidays?

for starters,World Cup is already one of it.

seeing quite a number of upsets on the loose.

pretty impressive so far.

worth the $70 bucks.of course,in 3-D too.

class chalet was a blast from the future!

It was really phenomenal and seriously,too many memories is stored in my heart.

SAPI-S!

of course,my reputation precedes me as the "Window Burglar".

HAHA!!

relationships?BAH!

to be honest with ya,i don't have a someone to ...err.yeah.be flirtatious.okay.wrong word.haha!

oh well,that's life.

of course,I do learn a bit few tricks up my sleeves on how to maintain a relationship and how to engaged in one.

HEHE.

at any rate,I think its probably time for this blog to go....public.

but I wonder myself sometimes.

am I really hiding myself so much?am I trying to run away from something I believed in?

right.who cares anyway.

I'm only going to wait and see.

come this year September.

we'll see the moment of truth.

Best

2010-06-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

The World Cup Fever is here.

of course,it is fantastic,being it the very first to be hosted at an Africa continent.

being a football fan I am,I am exactly excited and totally hyped up.

i'm not exactly in the right place to say this but honestly,i begin to sense,something about power control is going to occur.

conflicts and fights are going to happen because of thing called 'power struggle'.

it may be a small organization but people's lust for dignity and honor is a never-ending.

of course,I have done my part and probably let the younger ones do all work.

I may rarely,make an appearance now and then but let me tell you this,

'I'm here.' that's all.

that's a simple reason why I am trying to be cool whereas I'm not.

I know you people would love to see my presence.

but I have to say,'i'm sorry'.

I don't want to be part of all your loving charade anymore.

or the inside jokes.

you could say I'm a bad person to solve a problem.

just ask Mr.Junior himself!

call me selfish and arrogant,but its the best between us as friends.

it was truly a wonderful journey with you guys.

the guys I called 'Kliqs'.

or insider known as W-L-L.

i'm not running away,i just feel I need some bit of space of my own.

just like you guys need space with your respective friends/girlfriends/boyfriend.

and oh,this has nothing to do with me being defensive or whatsoever.

I know how guys run things and say things.

but probably,i keep my feelings to myself.

good luck in your future endeavors.

Beauty of the World.

2010-06-09T09:36:00.003+08:00

MST week is here.

IC Design?no need for introductions.It is one hard hell of a paper.

but somehow,I managed to complete all the questions in time.

next paper will be Digital Communications and Network Protocols.

and after that,on Holiday!

basically,I going to do what I am supposed to do.

a lot of things rather than sleeping and playing games.

Casio

2010-06-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

honestly,I never thought this could be fun.

and I mean studying.

lectures are a bored,but when you study with your friends,its a great way to help each other out.

and of course,learning more about them and let them learn more about you.

and definitely,the academic stuffs.heh

who would have thought that Wei Jian loves to play Football Manager 2010?

must be the influence from me and Jojo.HAHA!

The new Special One is here!

i have a feeling something might happen.

something very meaningful is going to happen.

not to me but to someone I had fought with in the past.

let's hope for the best for 'that person'.

not only that,today marks the beginning of a new season for the Nature View Mini Football!

of course its been like 5 years since I last came there.

of course the old guys are still there.Owen,Alan and the Ikan Master.

they still look healthy as ever.

yet,i'm still known to them as the 'Camera 'Boy' '.haha!

I guess I got a reputation to live up to.=D

Test and Labs Week!

2010-06-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

the 'sekais' are over and done with.

because everywhere I go,its always a journey.

right now,its reality.

its time to get down to business.

FYP is going to be my/our nightmare this coming months.

but surprisingly,my group are the most calmest and coolest group.

everything is before deadline,which is totally fantastic.

and our ideas?well,you could say we use a little theory from our NCC/NPCC experience.haha!

its fantastic.

this week and next week is going to be fun and exciting!

that's why life is so much great.

let's hope for the best.

and thankfully,my dad can walk as per normal.

except he can't drive yet.

thank god he's going to be fine and geared up already.

it doesn't matter who found this blog.

i'm not trying to avoid.

i'm trying to make everyone understand.

the true meaning of 'Nexus'

Persia no Sekai!

2010-05-29T02:09:00.003+08:00

a wild world I seem to be .

and indeed yesterday,the Free Truth was told.

disappointed?most definitely.

but rather,I find it quite amusing.

I think I find myself a hard-person to approach to.

and oh hell yeah,I'll take that as a compliment.

I don't want to point fingers,but it seems everything seems to fall apart.

everyone that I trust,they don't return it back.

everyone that trust me,they don't actually remember it.

inconsistency?maybe.maybe.

next time,remind myself not to PLAN anything because I'm a monster and most likely un-approachable.

oh wait,there isn't anymore,anyway.

just don't find me if you're in a pinch or telling good news about your life.

M.F.B.A.R

Free Truth no Sekai!

2010-05-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

my family is quite having a hard time.

though I admit its rough times right now,I am as always positive.

because I believe in my family and they believed in me.

I totally have no worries.

and Dad,I did my part to help you.

and now,be strong.We'll be there for you.

and unlike someone I know,I never gave up my studies for the sake of the currency.

because I know my father too well.

he doesn't care about the currencies.

All he care about is his children's future.

nothing more,nothing less.

its a simple common sense.

alright,just to ease up a bit,I feel a lot better right now compared to last week.

even if my problems are piling up,I don't succumb to defeat.

besides,its PRESSURE that keeps my mentality strong.

that's my will.

and yes,I have been keeping my cards close to my chest.

and I must say,I am not surprised about the response I get.

If its the truth,well,they'll get the their free truth.

I have a reason why I did that.

M.F.B.A.R.

Prince of Persia no Sekai!

2010-05-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

it is kinda of a weird thing.

I guess I am just a nuisance to the 'warung'.

let there be peace?I might want to reconsidered it.

or even better,I am just a passing through Liqside.

when I never come is considered good news,

and when my presence is around it is considered bad news.

nah,I am used to this kinda of situations,so yeah.

loneliness?been there,done that.

FYP report and Lab Tests need to be completed before Sunday so that I can at least have some fresh air for next week.

so mind you,once everything is cleared up,i might spent time with my peeps.

provided they have free time.

but of course,I am not their attendant.

besides,next week is the 'time'.

i had a little gaffer talk with my FYP dudes,WJ and F.B.

they somehow point out one very important thing.

about how the past really affect us in the future.

there's a lot we could do right now.

We can't just let fate decide for us.We have to change fate through our actions and mind.

alright.something really has been bothering me.

imagine yourself as a 19 year-old man.and all of a sudden,a 15 year-old kid come up to you and ask you to buy cigarettes.

(of course,I got a lot of mixed answers.)

but for mine,hah.its simple.a 'No'.

Isn't it shameful to for a 15 year-old to come up to you,a 19 year or above to buy cigarettes for the boy's benefit?

Not to sound so mean,but honestly,those who buy it are the worse people.

You live your live for 19 or more years and you buy a cigarettes a boy who only lives for 15 years and probably below,that's probably worse than the John Terry scandal

but hey,I have to wait 18 years to get my hands on that 'box' so why can't you.geez.

28th Decade no Sekai!

2010-05-18T22:26:00.002+08:00

witnessing this year graduation day makes me more.....excited.

though mine is going to be exactly in 1 year time,I simply can't wait.

am I going to cry like an idiot?or maybe am I going to end the school life with a BANG?

who knows.but somehow I have a glimpse of it.

of course,this time,graduation is a 'One for All,All for One'

unlike some graduation I've been through,no memories at all.

its going to be great.I mean really great this time.

mainly because I'm the Chairman?okay.just kidding anyway.heh.

but seriously,this graduation is going to be very very special to me.

I'll leave that reason when the time is right.

Money no Sekai!

2010-05-18T09:56:00.002+08:00

What a way to start the morning.

blogging,watching Special 1 TV at Youtube,eating Briyani...

alright,it get a little out of hand.heh.

last night,I was thinking of one everyone's favorite and everyone's enemy.

MONEY.

of course,i am not talking about Abramovich or Sheikh .

that'll be a disaster in Singapore.

i find it quite amusing.and I mean really amusing.

one day,you could shower with great trademarks,another day,all you could fathom is nothing.

it is kinda of contradictory.

like a popular phrase I love to said at school " Dengar-dengar orang susah boleh beli Iphone pe.."

and there goes my ranting.

that's why I hate when people give excuses about 'cannot board the bus because got no money.'

or even worse,a lepak session somewhere around Bukit Batok and the best excuse I get 'No money'.

so,yes,I do find things a bit contradictory.

even when I have totally NO money at all,and despite my heavily 3rd schedule plus outside commitments,i still get to spent time with you people.

and until now,that why I really do envy Zi Jie and his friends.

heck,his friends even visit him during ITP despite the fact that his friends are heavily busy.

mine?hmph,can't be bothered.

but of course,I don't blame anyone.

who knows?someone will make a comeback ......with a blogpost.

ahh.anyway,good luck Aisah for your second round of interview.

you go girl!

Alan Wake no Sekai!

2010-05-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

Alan Wake.

a game that is so entertaining ,so exciting, so great...

and the ONLY and i mean the ONLY game that scares the living hell out of me.

i mean,it wasn't supposed to be that horror kinda of game.

not even Resident Evil 3-5 can freak me out like this game can.

but seriously,its a fantastic game,the story telling is really superb.

out of the box,its time for me to focus.

focus on what my next target going to be.

recently,i got a lot of things I really wanna achieve.

of course,i need to start from something small.

YOU no Sekai!

2010-05-17T00:47:00.000+08:00

If I had a chance,I would love to get to know YOU more.

Attorney no Sekai!

2010-05-16T00:39:00.004+08:00

guess they still don't understand its terms.

oh well,someday or somewhere,the truth will be told to them.

direct or indirect,its up to them to decide.

so Chelsea did a Double.

but still,that doesn't make them the best English team.

being a former Chelsea fan,I congratulate them.

but mutual terminating the Special One,just make me turn into an Anti Chelsea fan.

or you could ABC -Anything but Chelsea.

after that tedious training on Friday,I realized I am yet ready to hit big time.

and that's where Mr Lim's Fitness Training comes in.

its going to be far-stretched but its going to be worth it.

hopefully.

Yesterday,I went to Kinokuniya and I was looking at some of the books at the self-enrich corner.

and somehow,it was at there I realized one evidence that shook my world apart,3 years ago.

haha.you could say,someone proclaims that I am one self centered that only cares for his own games.

and the someone self-proclaimed himself as the one that only care to read BOOKS to self improve himself.

of course,that explains why I hated him and his stupid lies.

call me controversial or whatsoever,

for once,I tried to believed in you but you failed to trust me.

like everyone that lives here,I have goals.

true enough,I was never a good friend.

or worse still,I was never a good speaker and never a good listener .

I was mainly a tool,or in football terms 'a stepping stone'.

I becoming to understand what my parents want me to understand.

I beginning to understand why my parents keep emphasize the past.

its true,my family was very very poor.

its the term 'poor' that constantly keeps us carry on our lives as normal human beings.

and its the term 'poor',my grandma's siblings and their own children love to take a 'hit' at us.

they call us different kind of names,accuse us of so many things that we never did any wrong.

heck,they even called me 'stupid' indirectly when I was young.

and THIS IS THE REASON why I am so pissed off.

pissed off at people who always claim I have an easy life.

pissed off at people who always claim I am 'rich'

pissed off at people who had abused,accused and slapped my grandma and my family in the past and present.

and don't worry,I have YET to take any actions.

Because ever since that day,I have been chasing the truth.nothing more.

anybody not happy with my family or my family line can get the 'F' out!

enough is enough.If you want to infer me,infer me properly cause its getting on my nerves.

Violence no Sekai!

2010-05-12T23:37:00.002+08:00

teens violence?it becomes a habit.

now that tells why schools are getting out of hand.

of course,just when you thought you never wanted to step into that school..

i feel there something...unusual about it.

I do find myself...changed.

of course not in terms of physicality(I'm getting FAT!WOOHOO!),i find my attitude suddenly change.

i don't know what this going to be for me.

will it be a 'Judai Yuki' ?

the worse has yet to come.

it may not be encouraging,but even with different people with different opinions.

I have nothing against anyone so far.

anything can happen in a blink of an eye.

be it in any aspects in life.

who knows the girl that misunderstood you turns out to be your Special One?

who knows the girl you're chasing turns out to be either a gem or a fluke?

who knows the friends you known are co-founders never used the 'catchphrase' after just 2 weeks of forming up the team?

anything can happen.

no one can expect anything.

and I've come on a conclusion.

You guys claimed I will never be a good teacher because of a lot of reasons you can come up with.

I'll prove you people wrong.

when you people tell about how your dreams, I never laugh about it .

because they're dreams,I never truly discourage you people.

and yet,I'll never forgive and forget those that laugh at people's dream.

Don't worry.I will always remember all the comments from all of you people.

who claimed to have a long friendship with me.

that's why I'm saying this once and once in this blog.

'I'm done with the business already.'

Reject no Sekai!

2010-05-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

Jose Mourinho.HAHA!

as I was blog hopping today and yesterday,I saw about 70% of blog I saw was being...emo.HAHA!

okay.As i feel that there has been a lot of so called 'rejections' in my life,i feel there's always a need for what Americans love to call 'a Plan B'.

and err,not rejections only in love but in different aspects too.HAHA!

i could name a few but the major talking point is Floorball.

despite rejection from that sports,I never thought I would do something desperate.

and the desperation thing that I did,was going for the 56th Cadet Officer Course.haha.

despite the age gap,I was able to blend with the newer kids of the block anyway.

so as you can see,Got Floorball,No Rank.

No Floorball,Got Rank.

but of course somehow,I didn't regret what I have done.

If not for Cadet Officer Course,I would somehow turn into an arrogant person.

but thankfully,I'm not!

I feel like a different guy.someone that don't falter just like 'that'.

not that everyday 'assumed' emo.

I am constantly laughing whenever i see something funny.

and I am constantly disturbing whenever i see something irritating.

and of course,I am constantly 'SAPI' whenever I see ...eerr...SAPI orh!

and now,I have a new interest.

'Running like an idiot,everyday.'

well not really that idiot,but somehow,I am running everyday after school.

around my neighborhood since SP Sports Complex is 'SAPI-ed!'

FYP got approved!now its time to shift up the gear!

We will go SPInnovex!We Will!not like some committee who wants to 'potong jalan'.

its going to be tough but with the Motivator,the Solder-Boy and Masked 'Haven't Yet' Rider,

impossible is nothing!

HAHA!

its time to Solar it Up!

I'm always happy(But I'm not lucky!HAHA!)

I won't let negative vibes take control of me

I am always striving.Even when I fall,I'll just bring my ass up and keep striving.

Obstacles and challenges are fun to approach,

because that's the way it supposed to be.

Good Luck no Sekai!

2010-05-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

just a few words.

Good luck to Aisah for the interview later on.

Good luck to Fahmy and Haiman for Rugby Finals.

and of course,Good luck to myself for FTT,TP next month and of course WE Competition.

HEHE!

Don't Know no Sekai!

2010-05-09T01:57:00.002+08:00

D-Wheel.*drool*

I just can't sleep at this hour.

all sorts of formations,FYP,players,coaches,D-Wheel,blah,blah.......comes into my mind.

alright,this has something to with my life.

though I wonder how my life is going to be.

when I saw photos of birthdays,reunions,lepaking-sessions,ceremony,i have this small tiny of envy feeling.

why aren't there people like that in my life?

but of course,I can't blame anyone but myself for being pathetic.oh well.

I am turning 20 in 6 months time.

the 2nd Decade of my life.

it has been one hell of a ride.

all sorts of events happening

who knows,when I turned 20,its all going to be over.

20 and i'll just.....disappear.

from everything I believed in.

FM no Sekai!

2010-05-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

sorry.no pictures.

heh.

alright.

my life just took a twist 24 hours ago.

though I don't feel so good about it,I think its better I laid back and just let 'something' be the flow.

i don't like being part of something big.

well,on the bright side,I'm injury-FREE!

which means I'm going to unleash my hyper active mode for the next two weeks.

provided I don't go overboard,that is.heh

I am running,playing soccer,and rugby all in one tomorrow.

hopefully,this will prepare me to for the upcoming challenges.

Teams no Sekai!

2010-05-07T01:35:00.002+08:00

credits to Yahoo images and Yugioh Wikia.

team.something that bonds humans together.

alright,i don't know why but people are born with different talents.

most of the time,a person's weakness is another person's strength.

just by watching a Japan anime called "Yu Gi Oh 5Ds",i learnt quite a lot from the series.

no matter how childish it is,that shows how much Japan values their characteristics.

things like 'never give up' and 'bonds' are something that make Japan one of the fearsome country in the world.

though to be honest,I never feel like the experience of a good team.

its either I am such a bad team player or I just sucks,seriously.

ahhh.anyway,watched Iron Man 2 with the SAPIs!

and yes,it is kinda of a retarded boss battle if you ask me.

of course,my only reason was to see how the Avengers build up only.heh.

other than that,I think Iron Man 2 is quite a must see movie.

"Sometimes,I wish problems must be solved just by playing a children's card game"

Relationship no Sekai

2010-05-05T01:29:00.002+08:00

JUNK SYNCHRON!

it has been a while.

usually,i always put some time to blog about how a daily life of Faliq is.

but due to unforeseen circumstances,i choose to blog only when I have the mood.

my week in school has always been good or most of the time,better.

I keep learning something new,despite the fact I hate all the modules.

"sometimes,when you hate something,you have to force yourself to love it.

only then will you understand its true meaning."

just like my post title says,

just when you thought Ridwan was the biggest loser in love,

there is somehow one this particular girl at SP.

of course,they way she speaks about her problem to her best friend,

the emotions,the dramatic,its basically the same way how Ridwan tells.

my first impression was 'haha.COCK UP!'

but when you keep eavesdropping from them even more,soon,i realized even girls can be the biggest loser in love.

Moral of the story?There is no such thing as gender dominance.

after a hell whole lot of thinking ,i realized most of my relationships are just 'blinded'

its either i get hurt or they other party get hurt.

and soon,i realized,most of them are certainly my fault.

they want to curse me?go ahead.

they want to prove to me?be my guest.

because I'm willing to pay for my sins.

of course,what's done is done.

the past is the past.

if they don't forgive me,then it isn't my problem already.

basically,i learnt a lot of things throughout that relationships.

because nothing is truth.everything is permitted.

feelings,pain,romantic-ness.

i understand on how girls/women really are.

they are not tools for men.they're human beings with feelings that cherishes every moment

but if girls/women are treating men like tools,then that probably tells their maturity.

and if both are treating what a man/lady should be treating,then surely they will surpass fate and destiny,

my uncle's story is the one that really transpires me to write this kind of things.

but seriously,its not that I'm desperate for love or something.

I just type what I feel,based on feelings of course.

heheh.

Conviction no Sekai!

2010-04-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

BACK!

and yes,life has its ups and downs.

but hey,look at what life have to offer for me.

you can't just expect everything you want to go your way.

you have to earn it through every single attributes you can named in Football Manager.

failing is something I am always used to.

just ask any of my family members.

behind every failure in the past is a lesson for the future.

something that's taught by my mum.

its been quite a while I last lepak-ed with the Kliqs.

and when I had the chance,the story-telling begins.

so many kecoh,so many emotions involved with a little laugher mixed.

of course,everyone seems pretty busy these few days.

heck,some even ACT busy.

its funny how theory works.

in case some people don't read my 16/4/2010.

i am done and over with YINCC.

i can come out a lot of reasons.and even some excuses.

this has nothing with do with studies,family and whatsoever.

I just feel if I want to improve on something,I'll do things elsewhere.

a liability.

once I take something that belongs to me at anytime of my choosing,then I can finally say.

"C/LTA Faliq have left the building"

who knows,there's going to be a party after that!

if I had a choice between friends and girlfriend,i would choose friends.

if I had a choice between friends and wife,i would choose wife.

If I had a choice between friends and parents,I would choose parents.

see the pattern?haha.

of course,everyone prioritize someone more than others.

there's a place for everything and anything.

First Day no Sekai!

2010-04-20T00:02:00.002+08:00

So!first day of school is simple awesome,to say the least.

except for lectures,most definitely.

and its good to be back and kicking up the gear for a new year.

and oh,and FINALLY!the SAPI-S has COME BACK! to SCHOOL!

alright.sounds Rock-ish anyway.

Wednesday is going one hell of a day for me.

from collecting passport to treating my family for a dinner.

and of course,you got the dread 2 hours only lesson of school

and more worse still,Traffic Police Test.

and yes,I do sound a bit nervous and weird.

i just hope the bike don't cock up like what happened yesterday.gosh.

but somehow,Umar has been motivating me with his 'WEDNESDAY!' chants.

haha!thanks and nice one,AL!

alright.and like how Yusei Fudo(picture) always says.

" I've receive everyone's wishes! "

don't know what it means but I find it meaningful.heh.

DECA no Sekai!

2010-04-17T23:08:00.004+08:00

okay.this picture is actually...yeah.you know the drills.=)

i had no means to hurt a morale of a single soul.

yet a single word can cause that much havoc.

i warned you,people.only the originals know how to use words.

but if a single word breaks a bond,then I am just a liability.

now i realized,i wish i had friends like how Zi Jie has.

i guess a Malay will always remain a Malay.

Nexus no Sekai!

2010-04-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

though i find it very amusing.

things have gone a little haywire.

truths being told in blog posts.

opinions being shown in twitter.

accusations from different mouths.

heck,a girl thought I was a monster and hide away at the Samsung shop at Jurong Point.

oh hell yeah.stranger things have happen.

when I was reading a lot of things at Blogger,Twitter,Xanga,Facebook and heck even Friendster,

i saw quite a lot of loopholes and of course fabrications.

and another of course,a bit of truth and many signs of giving up.

conflicts after conflicts.

misunderstanding after misunderstanding.

3rd Party after 3rd Party.

its like a wheel keeps rotating.

you people are in your early 20s,so c'mon!

show some maturity and understanding .

a conflict can be solved with just a simple conversation.

and there's a saying goes ..."What starts here,ends here "

aren't you the guys the one that taught me about how "friends are important"?

aren't you the guys that always keep advising me?

my mind can be a little kid at times but hey!

at least I know what's right and what's wrong for me.

i know when to be serious and kicking asses,i know when to have a great hell of a fun.

one thing damn for sure is education.

so to my friends who are pursuing their respective ITE,diplomas,A-Level,

go and get your Certs FIRST!

its the most important thing you need to do!

"know when to cabut and know when to study."

its a principle thing I learned as a Polytechnic student.

i don't want to hear failures.

If you expect your cadets to succeed ,then why the hell you can't even progress?

the reason why I wrote this post is mainly because,

sometimes I ponder.

Why in the blue hell the people that I trust tends to be this way.

not that I am offending them.

I mean,in the past of course,almost like Everyone respected them.

Believed in them.

Trust them.

and then it comes to this.

lets be more honest and specific then.

to my friends of course.

Aisah,it has been a wild ride for you.

you have to stop all this misunderstanding about others.

try to show Ridwan,Maszlee and your other 7 years friends the appreciation you showed to your ITE friends.

to be honest,we all envy you for having that kinds of friends.

and stop having that negativity in you.

we are all here for you.

its just that you're busy and your mind is being pre-occupied with the simplistic details.

besides,you beat me in that 5N1 Chairman placing,remember?

Khalil,its a great pleasure you're a great leader.a leader ever since the err...Thai...whatever his name spelling is.

yes,you're YISS greatest asset.

but not so great in the outside world.

dude,c'mon.back in reality,you need a reality check.

you have to step outside your boundaries.

NCC is only a service.Your studies is way more important.

I don't like hearing my friends failing and dropping out.

If you can succeed in NCC,then go and kick asses at RP!

If your girlfriend keep pestering you to go back,Be A Man!Do The Right Thing!

You can do this,man!

besides,you beat me, Masz and Khai in getting the Supernumerary.

Ridwan,haha.the greatest mankind creation.

its good to know we shared one something very horrible to our life: Medical History.

I know what's like being in your position in your past and yes,it was really really painful.

but you can't always expect things to go your way all the time.

we should at least be grateful that some things goes our way and be understanding that some things goes the opposite way.

we should remain the highest positive as possible and makes things right for others.

to end that,I really appreciate whatever help you gave me.

besides,at least there's one department you win me .

you should know what it is.

Pon no Sekai!

2010-04-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

good news just keep getting better and better.

first of all,my Mum.the most electrifying Mum in the whole worldwide .

i would like to offer my congrats to her for the 10 years of service at Bukit Batok Secondary School.

you just create a legacy,Mum.HAHA!

another better story is that ITP is going to be over TOMORROOOWWWW!!!!

which gives me the right to brag,WHERE GOT TIME FOR ITP!?

and i would like to offer my greatest thanks to the DECA systems people.

thanks for allowing me to expand my experience.

and not forgetting the people i work with and doing ITP along with me.

Zi Jian,Jasmine,Shafiq and especially Zi Jie!

haha.thanks guys for everything and sharing your experiences.

it was well worth it.

another thing will be that i am promoted to C/LTA.(yeah.big deal.who cares anyway)

which brings me to a question: Should i give NCC a last hurray?

perhaps.but i can assured you.

my service ends this year and most probably I want to end it the right way.

of course I had my disappointments in the past with them (and yes,i am still fuming about how I was totally forgotten at the NCC Dining-In)

but let's just forget about it and move what's waiting for me.

courses and camps . maybe expedition.and yes,Challenge Quest is something I really want to participate ,which I hope I am able to cover my loss for not participating last year.

as for school NCC,all I can say is,in other words,like Shawn Michaels used to say.

C/LTA Mohd Faliq have left the building.

another thing will be the treacherous 5 more days.

Will the childhood dream come true?

a "Baja Hitam".

we'll see.we'll see.

Affirmation no Sekai!

2010-04-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

it was well worth it.

Affirmation Ceremony was fantastic.

a Wrestlema....i mean NCC best moment ever.

it looks like the world just took a wide whole turn.

i don't take cyber threats that seriously.(of course,unless its a virus,then that's a different thing)

if i have a problem with someone,i would just walk right up to the person and settle it like humans.

sometimes,a human's assumptions are stronger than their egos.

they need to see reality.

not whine and complain about how fuck-up life is.

you want a fair life?okay.

then go and work your ass off.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Hated no Sekai!

2010-04-09T22:56:00.003+08:00

it's a strange atmosphere.

being hated and being liked has its advantages and disadvantages,of course.

when i keep thinking and thinking about what was going on,i realized something really surprising.

one thing damn for sure,maybe among the 6 CLTs,I'm the monster.

an ugly monster you could say that.

since the other 5 are so charming and handsome and heck,approachable.

now I know what ignited the fireworks.

i guess the post 22/02/2010 was the real reason why the fire even begin.

maybe people's first impression was criticisms,unfairness and hell,a fuck-up posts.

i guess they don't know me that well,or maybe they thought C/2LT only.what for?

well,just like how Jose Mourinho would answer.

heck just like how The Rock would answer.

i am going to answer it too.

and the answer is this.

"A simple respect begins with a simple conversation."

maybe I should go back to Yusof Ishak Secondary School and start the 5 years of hell again.

geez.

a misunderstanding always occurs in my life.

i don't like supporting 2 separate parties cause it shows unfairness.

if people don't start understanding each other's buffs,then what's the point of friendship anyway?

yes,true.I am tolerant.but I do get tempered easily at times.

but C'MON!

we been through A LOT.A HELL LOT TOGETHER!

we should try and understand each other,DESPITE our WEAKNESSES.

that's why I emphasis on the word 'bonds'

this word 'bonds' made an impact in my life.

no matter how many conflicts and how many misunderstanding we have,this 'bonds' are the reason why we are known as friends.

even if far apart,we still go by the word "friend"

and this was taught by Naddy.

and from Yu Gi Oh 5Ds.

it make an impact.it really did.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Electrifying no Sekai!

2010-04-07T09:04:00.002+08:00

it pains me when I heard stories I never thought I wanna hear it again.

its easy for people to think I have a easy life.a luxury life.

but they are absolutely WRONG.

what you people saw is the end results.

you don't even know the details of the process of getting the results.

and people who just shoot their mouths are something that really makes me very pissed.

my family are the reason why I am this your typical Faliq.

the guy that you people are seeing.

my family has encountered many different kinds of problems.

problems that even a counselor couldn't solve it.

we were badly accused.badly abused.heck,even badly tortured by words.

be it financial.be it personality.heck,be it buying the wrong milk for me and my brother is wrong.

be it from cousins.be it from my grandma's side.be it from my mother's side.be it from my father's side.be it from strangers.and almost EVERYONE SINGLE DAMN PERSON I KNOW OF!

but thankfully,my family didn't retaliate back.

and this drives me to do well in almost every single damn thing that happen in my life.

be it my studies.be it NCC.be it my gaming career.be it in sports.

i'm fired up.

I'm ready to prove all those SICK FREAKS! that I'm not just one dimensional and the lazy Faliq they knew.

of course they have YET to see my true colours.

and just a message to anyone and i mean ANYONE! who got a HUGE problem with my family tree!

try to mirror yourselves in the mirror first before spitting out words.

just don't make me come there and slap those lips out of your faces.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

2 weeks no Sekai!

2010-04-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

Finally,Liqside has come BACK! to blogging.

alright.yes,i am being influence by The Rock.

for the past few days,I have been watching 'The Great One' video clips.

of his past and present.

and I must say,it was really impressive.

I learnt quite a lot of things by just watching The Rock's way of talking.

what mesmerizes me is how he control the crowd with just a snap of his fingers.

really.The People's Champion indeed.

and when you see people like John Cena or even that Jack Swagger.

they do have the passion for the company they work at.

but the way they work it out isn't impressive enough.

it has been a while since I last step into BBDC.

its like one month already.

Since Ais and Ridwan got their license,i guess its my turn next.

16 more days.i guess its more than enough time.

I have to be confident.

heck,I even prepared a back-up plan in case my first Plan got backfired.haha!

i don't know what Motorcycle I'm going to get after I passed my TP.

haha.its just insane.

CBR 150 looks nice and hey,it really looks like the Kamen Rider The First motorcycle.

Bujaj Pulsar is a value for money.something like Acer,except that Bujaj is in the Motor company.heh.

CBF150 is another choice but the thing is,IF i owned one of the bike,I may look like a Pakcik.

since the bike is dubbed as the PakCik/AhPek bike.hahaha.

once pay comes in,the most important thing I have to do is treat my family.

21st April.

D-DAY.for everything.

for family.

and most importantly,for myself.

once the dust is cleared and everything.....

its time to do something very.interesting.=D

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Azeroth no Sekai!

2010-03-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

it has been a while since I last step into Azeroth.

don't know?just ask any WoW you know of.

i have been thinking about my career paths.

i told my parents and even my supervisor about it too.

and of course,they gave me their full encouragement and support.

for that,I'm grateful.

there is so many paths I want to see myself in the future.

A teacher.

A facilitator.

A police officer.

A gamer producer.

and this paths give me the passion and determination to do well in what I am doing right now.

obstacles and setbacks are all part of the problems.
and its up to me on how to solve it.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Mobile Broadband no Sekai!

2010-03-28T20:13:00.003+08:00

picture taken from my laptop webcam.RABAK!

yosh!currently,I'm inside the car with my family.

on the way to take Hadif from his house.haha!double trouble.

anyway,i had loads of fun and laughter during yesterday's 'FAREWELL' BBQ.

thanks to those who came.Maszlee,Khalil,Ridwan,Syukri,Khairi,Benjamin,Justin and a few more.

though no pictures were taken,its the memories we been through that counts.

I have been putting a lot of thoughts on my life as a NCC Cadet Officer.

i don't know what it is but i feel like being....i don't know.the feeling is so weird.

when I come down for school training,i looked either like a cadet specialists or a warren offic er.

when i come down for HQ camps,i never ever were that sociable type of guy.

maybe it is time for me to take actions.

This is it,then.

its time to do what I do best.and i mean really the best!

second is ...love?haha.i know someone,its just that I am shy.HAHA

we'll just see how it progress.

wait.actually,there's not even a progress.HAHA!

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Rest no Sekai!

2010-03-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

My mind is still being clouded and honestly speaking,it starts to piss me off.

i don't know why but I keep having thoughts that I am not supposed to be thinking.

and that could be a big problem for me right now.

SAPI-s,I think I really need you guys already.haha!

and speaking of SAPI-s,somehow and somewhere,I am INDIRECTLY promoting the group for no good reason.

i keep saying the word to all my colleagues (heck,even my boss too) and of course,all they do is just have a good laugh.

I was expecting a a knock but oh well.lucky me.

for you peeps out there who are wondering how my life is.

well,one thing damn for sure.

my life is great so far.

i don't expect anything great or mystical.

but at least I am happy for my own being.

though,yes,I am trying to achieve something greater.

when I saw this event at Facebook about this Mt.Kinabalu,Mt.Fansipan and Sarawak BBQ gathering thing,

the first thing I did was laugh.

haha.basically,I am not laughing about the event.

I am basically laughing at one of the person that insists the person is attending.

and it kinds of contradict on things.but oh well.

like a popular dialog goes 'Things change.Deal with it.'

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Heart Gold no Sekai!

2010-03-22T09:20:00.003+08:00

it has been awhile.ahhhh.

okay.work has been really...weird lately.

dealing with different kind of people living in different parts of the world.

at least I learnt some of their cultures and different set of thinking.

falling in love with a friend sounds so wrong.(no.i am not turning gay.geez.)

i mean,maybe Wei Jian is true though.

there must be a lot of sacrifices be made if we fall in love.

let's be honest then.

I am prepared to be in a relationship but i am afraid the other party will be hurt by my characteristics.

that's is something i don't want to happen again and again and again and again.

we'll just wait and see then.

from now,the countdown begins.

1 more month to be exact.

i have the support and lucks from all sides.

from the West and one from the East.

1 more month.

one way or another.

either my ass got kick big time.

or i kick asses big time.

haha!

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Oak no Sekai!

2010-03-17T08:24:00.002+08:00

and so! ,let's the honest assessment begin.

it is true that Part B camp was over but surprisingly I find myself working with people I never thought I never had a chance to work with again.

The Part D.it is their last camp and yes,I do find it odd that I will really miss their mischiefs.

people like Benaiah,Parvhen,Saktivel,Leslie,Shafiq and even Brian himself.

Its like they cover up for all the camp's cock-ups.

for that, you guys have my gratitude.

enough of the camps.

now let's go something very personal.

I know somehow,strange people are tagging in my tagboard.

and of course,its obvious people just love using other people's name and presume the person identity.

yeah,you can't hide from me whoever is trying to presume.

I may not have a lot of informers now,but hey,you're dealing with an IT geek,baybeh!

think twice before even tagging my tagboard.

don't make me come to your blog and do what I do best.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

WAHLAU no sekai!

2010-03-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

Congrats to NURAISAH for passing her TP!

haha.ape lagik?!HAHAHA!

next TEAM will be Ridwan.

and then next next TEAM will be...who ah?HAHA!

alright.my tagboard has been attracting weird people.

people I don't know at ALL.

its weird but hey,that's life.just keep a calm head and do your part to ignore it.

because I know myself better.others can only infer,predict,whatsoever.

alright.let's just forget it then and carry on with your beautiful life,Faliq.

haha.SAPI....

something has been bothering me.

i don't know what it is but my mind is occupied with something......weird.

even when I was riding ,the thoughts was there too.

why is this happening?i nearly got myself an accident.

fuh,i hope for the better.

I really have to stop this thoughts .i mean really.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

GET LOST no sekai!

2010-03-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

i was on the verge of a breakdown until I bought Final Fantasy XIII.

not that games give me life,its just that Final Fantasy Series are my in-thing this few years.

which means no Final Fantasy,no Life.

there's something i really want to talk about here.

but let's keep quiet for now.

and its really regarding my recent tagboard.

there is someone that really.....pandai-pandai lah masukkan perkataan.

waiting for that day,let's just stay focus.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

ITP no Sekai!

2010-03-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

i feel something is wrong with me.

and really really wrong with me.

I felt something inside me.

its like all of a sudden,a feeling develops.

by right,i don't want to be in a relationship.

i know its lonely but.....

oh.never mind.

by left,ahhh.i don't know.suddenly,this feeling develops.

haiyo.

honestly speaking,i guess i try my best to try focus on my future goals.

no time to be emo cause I am totally SAPI!!

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Dinner & Draw no Sekai!

2010-03-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

Dinner and Draw was great,fantastic and overall,the BEST!

i never thought I enjoyed myself with the SAPI gang.

it was truly stunning and I really have thought it could have been good if only...

never mind.I think I'll keep my comments to myself.

As it might get malicious to some other parties

Pre-Event,I think it was just normal.

During the Event,i feel that only something was not right and I really don't want to emphasis it too much.

but of course,the lucky draw was one of the MOMENTS!

i mean,seriously.one of the BEST moments I ever experience.

more like Emotions played a part in it.

I really did respect Wei Jian's calmness and coolness.

(To our surprise,he's not the Wei Jian we always know actually.haha)

the moment the emcee asks the other guy to sit down,our table went berserk,I stood up and kicked my chair out of happiness,joy and of course,a 3 cheers for a friend.

heck,I even SSOOOUUU! to the stage alongside Wei Jian,Haikal and Kah Kok just to take prize.

I know I may be over reactive or maybe an attention-seeker,but HEY!

you people ever heard 'One for all,All for One'?

that's what we trying to show you people.out of respect.

We were like the outcast for the event.The only thing I see is being appreciative to the EEE Club.

that's all.nothing else more.

which of course,I find it very very amusing.

so,we paid $38 dollars just to show support to the whole EEE Club and that's it?

gosh,i could have used the money to help the needy.

but that's okay.The main reason I came is to see and support one of the Sapi Boys,Kelvin.

and surprisingly,he's one of the VIP!

power ah,Kelvin Neo!hahaha!

overall,as long SAPI is there ,this will forever be a memories I will never want to forget.

it was truly the best.

and like I said,

'That's the best sucker punch ever.'

and to the guy that shouted so loud,

we can only said one thing only.

"KESIAN SAMA DIA AH!KESIAN!"

credits to Healme for the quote.=)

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Over no Sekai!

2010-03-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

credits to mclelun.

nice work!haha!

KAMEN RIDER BRUCE!

alright.now I can official declare myself FREEEEEEE!!!!!!

Actually,NO!.cause attachment is 'attached' to me next week!

what's my job?its funny but honestly speaking,I am going to work how Maszlee works.

haha.go ask him what he's posting for NCC.yeap!

alright,somehow,I like this week.

yes,it has been a very very very hectic week for me.

2 exam papers and some whole load of stuffs need to be done before my ITP!

fuh.fuh.

and yes,to those people who has been wondering what I have been so far.

I booked my TP.

and all thanks to NURAISAH BINTE RAHMAN.hahaha!

because of her,i guess I have to break my silence.

I could have keep the silence for a LLOOONNNNGGGGG time,actually lah.

but then,never mind LAH!

cause I know,someway or somehow,its going to spread all around.

haha!

alright,let's be honest,shall we?

being sensitive is bad.and that's why I stop it.

that's why I want to prove to some of you I am overcoming this sensitive-ness.

that's why I am typing AISAH's name there for a reason.

i guess I learnt my lessons.

let bygones be bygones.

but still,no matter if bygones is gone,it will still keep coming back.

for a reason.

Bridge no Sekai!

2010-02-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

Credits: Wikipedia

alright.it has been a pretty wild week for me.

though i admit i feel quite lethargic at times,i think its good I am always on the move.

it feels awkward but hey,c'mon,this is how life supposed to be.

alright,i admit.I do feel lonely this few days.

but thats good because you get to know yourself better.

and you tend to think and improvise better.

just when you thought you can have a holiday,then ITP shows up.

great.just great.

and that means I am going to miss quite a number of NCC MAJOR EVENTS.

and that sucks big time.

you got 5th ADC,Spec Course,59th Cadet Officer Course and the most of all,Affirmation Ceremony.

how can i miss all this fantastic events.

HAIYA!

but at least I'm going to benefit later.

money rolling in!motorcycle also coming in!bike license coming in!

HEHE!suffer now,enjoy later!

HAHA!

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Mass Effect no Sekai!

2010-02-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

2 down.2 to go.

MCT paper was well,STANDARD.

do,do,do and then buzz off after 50 mins when its a 2 hour paper!

though i feel I am confident of passing this paper.

just a gut feeling.haha!

why I am blogging in the early morning at 1.45 a.m?

i just can't sleep this few days.

not because of exams but probably my future.

too much thought and too less action doesn't add up to become Liqside.

perhaps I should just stop thinking and start improvising on what I have.

it is fun that way.

sometimes,I wonder when people(and myself included) keep saying, 'Be Professional.'

but after a long hard thought about it,i feel something is just not right.

if i were to put a professional attitude,it is just isn't me.

I just want to be a Liqside that just work my ass off,nurture people,teach people,help people.

that's probably what I do best.

i think I decide on what I wanna do.

yeah,I have been asking quite a number of people and though some of them were very kinda of strange(especially from my mum.haha!),i guess its too early for now.

perhaps my next holiday.(which will be on year THREE!)

yeap.I'm planning to become an Outdoor Educator.

haha.some sort like a Camp Instructor.yeah.

because it goes along with my explosive personality.(chey!but true.)

besides,I want to get some experience and meet new people.

and earn some money,of course.HEHE!

alright.guess that's all for today!

Just a Passing Through Liqside

Malay no Sekai!

2010-02-25T01:49:00.002+08:00

credits to FCTI.

it has been a strange week for me.

thoughts have been appearing in my head.

i really have to stop relying on them for favors already.

maybe its for the best.

MCT is later on the afternoon.

let's hope nothing weird is going to happen.

fuh.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

November no Sekai!

2010-02-24T21:24:00.001+08:00

NOVEMBER

* Banyak idea dalam perkara.

* Sukar untuk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya.

* Berfikiran kehadapan.

* Berfikiran unik dan bijak.

* Penuh dengan idea-idea baru yang luarbiasa.

* Pemikiran yang tajam.

* Daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi.

* Sesuai jadi seorang doktor.

* Cermat dan teliti.

* Personaliti yang dinamik.

* Sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia.

* Banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra.

* Berani, pemurah setia dan banyak kesabaran.

* Terlalu degil dan keras hati.

* Apabila berkehendak sesuatu, akan diusahakan sehingga berjaya.

* Tak suka marah kecuali digugat.

* Mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain.

* Pandai muhasabah diri.

* Cara berfikir yang lain dari orang lain.

* Otak yang sangat tajam.

* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri.

* Tidak hargai pujian.

* Kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi apabila berkehendak sesuatu.

* Cuba sampai berjaya.

* Badan yang sasa.

* Kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam dan romantik.

* Tidak pasti dengan hubungan kasih sayang.

* Suka duduk d irumah.

* Sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi.

* Amanah, jujur, setia dan pandai berahsia.

* Tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi.

* Bercita-cita tinggi.

* Perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah

now I know where Healme and Rafiq get this.

haha.

though most of them are quite true.

others,well,you could say sometimes it occur.

The Future Story of My Life no Sekai

2010-02-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

alright.it seems all the title I wrote have totally no link with what I'm going to say inside the post.

wait.oh. never mind.haha.

and SO,Maths is over.

though I have to say after 15 years of Maths,FINALLY,it comes to an end.

but it may haunt me again when the time.blurgh.

today's test paper was manageable.

I am truly confident I will at least PASS my Maths Semester Exam.really.

i need reassured myself to so many things.

i love my life.though past mistakes keep haunting me back.

no matter how hard I try to forget,I just keep coming back.

well,i guess I have to make do.

Even if i can't change the past,the best thing to do right is to create the future.

this is what that I always taught about....

"Finish My ITP,Get my License,Get A Bike,Get My Diploma,Get my Class 3 License,Finish My NS,Get A Decent Job,Get myself a Girlfriend,Get Married(with style,of course),Have Kids ..."

and the list goes on and on.

when you start thinking like this,you tend to find out time really flies that fast.

its good to know that every seconds we live for is precious.

I guess my blog have just create more controversial and some misunderstandings.

i wrote based on facts,truths,sources and what I saw.

the only thing that I use emotions for is when I am falling in love or when there's a passing.

so,do try not to misunderstood my blogpost.

you guys do learn Social Studies & History right?=)

i'm adaptable.I don't like to plan.I 'Improvise'.

Just a Passing Through Liqside

COE no Sekai!

2010-02-22T01:53:00.005+08:00

love is great if you have one.
but as for me,for now,its better for me to leeppaakk....one corner.haha.
i know myself.I am prepared to be in a relationship.
but its just that the 'right one' just doesn't come in my way.

and the truth is,i don't want to have a checklist of having a girlfriend.
some guys love girls through personalities.
some guys love girls through looks.
but as for my case,its better to be just normal and ...err,yeah.just normal.

yeah.you could say almost more than half of the people I know are in a relationship.
not that I'm feeling envious or whatsoever,its good to know they are happy.
as long as they are happy,i am happy that they are just happy.
alright,seems I'm abit off about that.haha!

alright.now I will like to say about my NCC school unit.
it might be good for a read.
because I know,a number of you are reading this blog happily.
i found something that was ...strange about the unit.
the sense of pride is gone.no more.even the spirit become meaningless already.
i mean,i don't see NCC GUNG-HO-ing anymore.
and yes,I do find NCC from all parts are getting softer and softer and worse case scenario,softest.
and that goes to those who have a 2nd CCA too.

somehow,NCC is commonly known to people who greed for more power(and even fame).
i mean,what's the point?its only a CCA and yet you people are so engrossed with such nonsense.
sometimes,i don't understand why.

and there's also the commonly known BGR.
i don't know the full details about it but i do know one thing.
you had your BGR and you damn well better learn how to control those emotions.
because,in this unit,there's one thing I hate seeing.
'NOT COMING FOR/EMOING DURING TRAININGS BECAUSE OF (BGR REASONS)'
its easy to spot this kinda of people.
by the tone,by a sudden change of attitude,by its body language
its all common already.
so,cadets who are reading this,
you can't lie to me because I am once like you people.
well,not once but maybe 3 times.
so,stop acting dramatic and do your part as real cadet/specialist/senior specialist and most importantly,man.

I would also like to say a few things about the girls unit of YINCC.
its true enough
the girls unit of YINCC have the BEST organizable skills ever.better than before.probably better than those in Singapore Polytechnic.
the bonding they had were tremendously awesome.
BUT,
behind every advantage will lies a disadvantage.
one thing that really turn me off about them is how they portray themselves inside and outside of school.
if you're wearing that No.3 or No.4 uniform,you wear proudly,not gangster-ish,minah-ish.
so yeah,other than that,i won't comment anything further.

and there you have it.I have say it and say it.
they want to comment on it,then be my guest.
because I know how they gonna work on it.
probably they going to share with their respective colleagues .
that's why i talk less and blog more.

and that's the reason why I don't want to be so committed to my school unit.
not that I am unhappy with how they manage it or whatsoever.
it seems there are an abundance of C/OFFRs that is willing to help the unit.
not forgetting the alumni who are willing to sacrifice their time for the unit,too.
and having a lot is bad for the cadets too if we don't follow certain protocols.
i mean ,honestly speaking,all of us want to take ,kalau boleh,everything the unit has to offer.

so as to avoid cross commands ,its probably best for me to step back and let the seniors and junior C/OFFRs do what they love to do best.
who knows,if the school got a parade,they should know who to look for.
.
.
.
.
ACTION!
but seriously,since I'm going to be a 3rd Year Polytechnic soon,
since I'm going 'PRO',
since I'm going to be committing my life for the greater good
yes,I'm off.=D

=).that's all readers.

Hate no Sekai!

2010-02-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

Love love love love love love

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a girl could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Thought that everything was perfect (perfect)
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But i really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's over you can't bring me down

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

(Hate) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down
(Hate) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)

i find most parts of the lyrics very 'inspiring'.
i know how it feels.i know how the people I hurt felt.
there are many mistakes i regret doing.
but sorry don't seems to cure all the problems.

know i feel that my friends have finally regain their true standards.
JunJie,thank god you're back to your usual 'ass-kicking motivational inspiring' self.
not the emo shit 'mcm babi gitu'.HAHA!just kidding.
Ridwan,thank god you're just your usual self.and your 6 months probation is still on.
of course,you still have to complete some criteria.HAHA!
Khalil,thank god you're back to your usual self,with a improvisation of balancing your life.not the '24/7 dengan matair je'
you're a good friend.losing a friend like you is like losing my NCC uniforms.
Maszlee,alah!dekni standard lah.same aje.takyah comment ah.
except perut die je...FUYOO!HAHA!just kidding je.

and you may see,i only have a selective few of friends.
i mean like a skeleton force.
SAPIBB,WJLA,WEST,Cubers,my 7 years 'cliques,the Dumb and Dumber from East side.
i don't even have the time to make new friends when I have this kind of great people around me.
it tells.it tells.

=).and oh.

EVERTON WON 3-1!HAHAHAHA!
but i still hate Man City,though.

Yo no sekai!

2010-02-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

i was wondering how things going to get.

and somehow,i found something that I am going to like for quite some time.

i told my parents this follow sentences.

'Mak,Abah,I am going to kill 2 birds with one stone this year'

my parents will like 'HUH'?

yes,this year,I am going to 'kill 2 birds with one stone'

you guys go figure.haha!

now i realize i don't play much of my '5 empowered consoles' that much.

its not that I don't have enough time,its just that i don't have the energy already.haha!

'maklum lah,kate dah tua.'haha.

i'm kinda of a bit disappointed with some of my friends.

i mean,one of them is like 'I WANT REVENGE!DIE DIE MUST MAKE SOMEONE SUFFER/CRY/(don't know what else already)' type of person.

well,to my point of view,why go that far to make someone suffer.

what's done is done.go do something that ease your mind,for crying out loud.geez.

another , is the feeling of rejection or should i say 'silence after something'

if you are being rejected by someone you like,normal people will do something unpredictable such as 'smoking' out of the blue,drinking or worse case scenario,suicide.

i mean,C'MON!being rejected doesn't mean you have to resort to them.

i have been rejected for like how many times already.

i chased a girl name 'Suhastri' and what happen?standard uh,she chose someone else.

and what did I do?LEAD MY FUCKING LIFE to the correct direction!

i think ahead,do things that I wanna do but never resort to those unneeded things.

because I know,even when I'm hurt enough,it is this 'hurt' that keeps driving me forward.

i know I have been the worse friend ever you people have.

I was trying to be someone but i will always be a no one.

i don't care what you people want to say about me

but I will forever channel all your negative thoughts into something positive for me.

for I am Faliq.

even when I am abnormal most of the times,i do have my values.

even when you people try to test my patience or even my sensitiveness,i believe in one thing that has always been a popular phrase......

'Payback's a bitch'

Just a Passing Through Liqside